I wish I were skinny and
I wish I were pretty and
I wish I was cute...
I wish any of that would make me feel better
and help me in life
we all have the exact same problems only at different times
I said you only live once
and with those words my walls came crumbling down
and without ristriction I became a girl again
however I have become more restricted than ever
and i sit on the shore alone with whispers of new beginings
but the tide is washing over me and erasing who i am
i'm drowning - this time there is no one to pull me out
i usually have no regrets - but i wish i had never spoke those words
everyone is owed something from me - and i have nothing left to give
i am frozen - i can't move - i can't be who everyone needs me to be
I need someone to take care of me
