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I close my eyes
Everything around me moves so fast
I take a deep breath and things slow down
All of my anxieties have finally past
I open my eyes
People are staring, clapping, and screaming
I try to sing but no sound is heard
They all respond to what I am doing
I take a few steps forward
I try and try, but I don't hear a thing
My heart beats so fast I can hardly breathe
Although I don't hear, the audience does, so I continue to sing
I walk off stage
I'm in a daze and I don't know what's happened
Before I know it my time is up
I take a seat and my senses awaken
I enter my car
It's been a year and nothing's changed
My nerves and anxieties have not ceased
When I get on stage I still feel strange
I'm on the phone
My friend tells me it's just a phase
I consider his opinion, although I don't know
that I can take the frustration for many more days
I'm at home
I think about the year I've had
It's all too much for me to take
I decide to quit and for once I'm glad
I'm free
Ya'll may think this sucks and it's stupid, but that's ok. I just felt like posting something on here. I wrote this a really long time ago so feel free to say bad shit about it if you want to.
