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Other Topics => Completely Off-Topic => Topic started by: Tia on February 14, 2004, 12:54:35 pm
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So shoot me
Life is crap
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These wounds won't seem to heal. This pain is just too real. There's just too much that time cannot erase.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears. And I held your hand through all of these years. But you still have, all of me.
You used to captivate me by your resonating light. Now I'm bound by the life you left behind. Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams. Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone. But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along.
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Didn't I just beg you to stop doing that?
Kev... :? :cry:
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:cry: yes... so true... life sucks sometimes...
and if you have to leave, i wish that you would just leave... cause your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
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Join the club
I'm the president.
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and if you have to leave, i wish that you would just leave... cause your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
PEOPLE!! You're making me feel worse here! Care?!
Ugh...sorry... =\
Join the club
I'm the president.
Wanna share that position?
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PEOPLE!! You're making me feel worse here! Care?!
Ugh...sorry... =\
oops sorry Tia... that song always makes me better when i'm upset...and i'm WAY upset today.
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PEOPLE!! You're making me feel worse here! Care?!
Ugh...sorry... =\
oops sorry Tia... that song always makes me better when i'm upset...and i'm WAY upset today.
Sorry...
It makes me feel worse though. I just had to beg Kev to stop typing lines from it :?
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PEOPLE!! You're making me feel worse here! Care?!
Ugh...sorry... =\
oops sorry Tia... that song always makes me better when i'm upset...and i'm WAY upset today.
Sorry...
It makes me feel worse though. I just had to beg Kev to stop typing lines from it :?
so what's going on Tia?
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so what's going on Tia?
Crappy stuff.
I've been pretty ill for about 2 years and I get really down sometimes...just needed an outlet...
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so what's going on Tia?
Crappy stuff.
I've been pretty ill for about 2 years and I get really down sometimes...just needed an outlet...
what are you ill with for 2 whole years?
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so what's going on Tia?
Crappy stuff.
I've been pretty ill for about 2 years and I get really down sometimes...just needed an outlet...
what are you ill with for 2 whole years?
M.E. (http://www.ayme.org.uk/theme2/index.html)
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OMG stop everyone just stop. I leave and come back and now MY Tia needs healing love..
ok.. stand back i got this....
*hugs*
It's gonna be ok. I don't know too much, but I do know, you're an awsome person. Some days are always worse than the others. And those days are just stitches in your block of wood of life.. (and.. I want to make you laugh, so I'm sitting in IRC right now, typing this. and this is the conversation I get..)
(<BD> hey Fairy
<BD> if we lived by each other
<Fairy> hi
<BD> would we have casual sex?
<Fairy> no
<BD> ok
<Fairy> lol
<Fairy> wtf)
:D
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OMG stop everyone just stop. I leave and come back and now MY Tia needs healing love..
ok.. stand back i got this....
Cordi...:heart:
*hugs*
It's gonna be ok. I don't know too much, but I do know, you're an awsome person. Some days are always worse than the others. And those days are just stitches in your block of wood of life..
Thank you...and I know it's just life, but it sucks and every now and then...well...I'm sure you know... :roll:
(and.. I want to make you laugh, so I'm sitting in IRC right now, typing this. and this is the conversation I get..)
(<BD> hey Fairy
<BD> if we lived by each other
<Fairy> hi
<BD> would we have casual sex?
<Fairy> no
<BD> ok
<Fairy> lol
<Fairy> wtf)
:D
Mission accomplished.
How ever did I live without you...? *hugs you tight* Thank you...
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:D You're simply amazing. Simply simply amaz0ring. <3
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:D You're simply amazing. Simply simply amaz0ring. <3
Well, I dunno how you figured that one out...
But thanks.
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I have a tingly fairy sense (first crack about gas, I'm still taking out the POLLS forum 8O )
So, we do one of 2 things.. make this thread a sad one.. or I can get naked and break out the twister.
8O OK... NOT NAKED.. I mean. :!:
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You crack me up...
I say we stay depressed and break out the prozac.
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Prozac...
hmm... I have candy :) we can eat M Knee M's. :D
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Sounds fun, but I gotta go...
Wish me luck for tomorrow... G'night all. And thank you everyone...
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Good luck little Tia foo foo
^^ that is your fairy name..
<3 fairy foo foo
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awww Tia. don't feel bad. i don't like seeing you so sad. :(
you rock girl! *hugs* :D
Amanda
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Mama Tia!!!
*hug*
:D
don't be sad, please don't be sad. :(
I :heart: you. *hug*
Manda
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i luv ya miss tia! *hugs* :)
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yup we all love you Tia! :heart: stay sweet girly :wink:
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:infinity: :P :infinity:
LOL!
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aww tia i hope ur feeling better! huge hugs! and happy vday! *hug*
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Aww, feel better Tia, don't worry.. I won't sing any Evanescence songs ;) what about a little VC to cheer you up? :)
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Good luck little Tia foo foo
^^ that is your fairy name..
<3 fairy foo foo
Awww, thanks Fairy Foo Foo! <3
awww Tia. don't feel bad. i don't like seeing you so sad. :(
you rock girl! *hugs* :D
Amanda
Thank you Amanda...*hugs back*
Mama Tia!!!
*hug*
:D
don't be sad, please don't be sad. :(
I :heart: you. *hug*
Manda
Thanks Manda, baby! I :heart: you tooooo *hugs*
i luv ya miss tia! *hugs* :)
Thanks G! Right backatcha, lol.
yup we all love you Tia! :heart: stay sweet girly :wink:
And I love all you guys! *huge hugs*
:infinity: :P :infinity:
LOL!
Trust you Josef :-P
aww tia i hope ur feeling better! huge hugs! and happy vday! *hug*
Thanks Lauren! Happy vday to you too (even though it's now the day after, hehe). *hugs*
Aww, feel better Tia, don't worry.. I won't sing any Evanescence songs ;) what about a little VC to cheer you up? :)
Haha, thanks Laura... :)
I feel a lot better today, after talking to you guys last night and I just wanna say thank you to all of you - I honestly don't know how I ever lived without you all... Love you! *hugs all round*
And special thanks to Rosie, bee vee, and Kev (who has now taken over Matts job of being my guardian angel! Love you guys <3
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These wounds won't seem to heal. This pain is just too real. There's just too much that time cannot erase.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears. And I held your hand through all of these years. But you still have, all of me.
You used to captivate me by your resonating light. Now I'm bound by the life you left behind. Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams. Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone. But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along.
:roll:
When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find /that I'm
Not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck/hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone]
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something i've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere/only to find that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the
Way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain/hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
The fault is my own
I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone]
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something i've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today
I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone]
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something i've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I want to heal
I want to feel like I'm
Somewhere i belong
I want to heal
I want to feel like I'm
Somewhere i belong
Somewhere i belong
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lol @ Eric
Thanks :wink:
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De ja vu :?