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Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: FireKraqr on February 25, 2004, 12:37:35 pm
Dont adjust your monitor... yes, It's me... contrary to belief, I havn't died or fallen off the face of the earth... Though I do specifically remember creatign a FireKraqr account on this board when it first started out... but oh well.

You know, Sometimes I come into this forum just to lurch around and see what is still going on with all of you.  (For those of you who dont remember me, I was quite the poster on the original VC boards.)  I'm glad to see that most of you are still around.  

But in all honesty, I wanted to see how nicole (AKA nikkee) was doing.  And from the 73 pages of individual posts she has, I see that she's doing alright (and stopped putting in the blue contacts).  Yes I still think about her from time to time, think about the good times and such.  I browse through all the pictures and videos (which I still have BTW).

Since I know she's going to read this because I know whe'll recognize the screen name right away, I'll finish with this...

nicole, I would like to appologize to you personally.  I'm sorry for the pain that I caused you so many months ago.  And even though we haven't spoken since that night we said goodbye, I'm still remeinded of you often.  I remember the good times, and it still makes me smile to this day.  nicole, everything I said to you, I meant (and I know you know what I'm talking about), and in a way, I still mean it.  I hope that everything is going well for you nicole.

-Evin
(http://www.asbclan.com/images/rellik/leaveme.jpg)
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: divasteph on February 25, 2004, 12:42:05 pm
this is kind of selfish of you evin - you are cornering her - and bringing personal business to everyone that it shouldn't be going to -
i am glad to see you came around and said hi - but i think you should have pm'd nikkee instead of this public display -- of apology
that is my opinion as a girl - not even as a protector of all good and rightous! It's a girl thing - if you want her to forgive you - then call her or send her an email - dont rent a billboard
xoxo

happy to see you are doing well though!
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: Si on February 25, 2004, 12:44:59 pm
I was thinking the same thing
it's nice to see an old face (sort of speak, of course)
But maybe that last part would have been better in a personal PM to Nicole herself, instead of on the board

But welcome back to the ..."posse"
:)
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: FireKraqr on February 25, 2004, 12:50:01 pm
Quote from: "divasteph"
this is kind of selfish of you evin - you are cornering her - and bringing personal business to everyone that it shouldn't be going to -
 


1) I never said I was the perfect gentlemen, nor would I ever claim myself to be.  Selfish, perhaps... we all make mistakes.

2) nicole is her own person and reserves the right to respond or not.  How is that cornering her?  I am not forcing her to say or do anything.  If she chooses to respond, she does so at her own free will.  I've never forced her (or anyone) to do anything... nor do I plan to.

3) nicole and I rarely had "privacy" in our relationship.  True, we never went into detail online in plain and public view, but I feel that nothing I said was out of line.  Nothing I said above, hasn't already been said in forums.  So if you have no clue as to what happened so long ago, then you're completly lost and could have nothing for or against what I've said.

On a side not, yes Steph, your name is one that I generaly see all over the place.  glad to see you're still alive and kicking.
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: divasteph on February 25, 2004, 12:54:59 pm
Quote from: "FireKraqr"
glad to see you're still alive and kicking.


ditto

 :wink:
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: Ghisy on February 25, 2004, 12:59:42 pm
You should have used a PM to say that.
How unsensitive. Hmmpppfff!!
And your sig is too big btw.
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: TSE on February 25, 2004, 01:02:49 pm
Quote from: "Ghisy"

And your sig is too big btw.


Loophole, it's not in his sig. . .
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: divasteph on February 25, 2004, 01:18:28 pm
man - dont gang up on evin... its like "you suck - your sigs too big you should pm blah blah blah - bitch bitch bitch"
lol
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: Ghisy on February 25, 2004, 01:23:02 pm
Quote from: "divasteph"
man - dont gang up on evin... its like "you suck - your sigs too big you should pm blah blah blah - bitch bitch bitch"
lol


I thought it was a sig and that it was too big, ok?
I was wrong.
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: divasteph on February 25, 2004, 01:24:15 pm
:wink: ok G man - forgiven!!!
xoxox
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: Manda on February 25, 2004, 01:37:09 pm
welcome!

Manda
Title: Re: Yes, It's me
Post by: kaysha on February 25, 2004, 02:19:11 pm
Hey, welcome back.

Quote from: "FireKraqr"
Though I do specifically remember creatign a FireKraqr account on this board when it first started out... but oh well.
the user base has never been purged so perhaps you created a FireKraqr account somewhere else =)
Title: Re: Yes, It's me
Post by: FireKraqr on February 25, 2004, 02:30:28 pm
Quote from: "katia"
Hey, welcome back.

Quote from: "FireKraqr"
Though I do specifically remember creatign a FireKraqr account on this board when it first started out... but oh well.
the user base has never been purged so perhaps you created a FireKraqr account somewhere else =)


Nope, It was here, I'm sure of it.  I signed up right after... well it doesnt matter now anyway... in the past.

As for the sig Violations, as TSE pointed out, What sig?  :wink:  Just think of it as a blast from the past picture.

Ghisy, nothing you tell me will be news to me when it resorts to name calling or referring to my personality.  Though I cant specifically remember if I've ever talked to you before, I'm glad you welcome new posters (or old returning ones) a warm welcome.  Thank you :)

BTW, I'm not specifically back, I came back to post for a purpose.  I never really left, I just felt that this was a place.... that had too many burned bridges to return to.  So think of me as looking across the river in a moment of remembering the past.
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: TSE on February 25, 2004, 02:33:21 pm
I'm blind . . .well not really I'm like that blind lady in court rooms.  That's who I am.
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: emmy on February 25, 2004, 02:34:11 pm
werent you the one that had a trek trivia thread on the o board, lol???
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: FireKraqr on February 25, 2004, 02:43:48 pm
Quote from: "Emily"
werent you the one that had a trek trivia thread on the o board, lol???


The answer to that question would be yes.  Gald to see someone actually remembered that thread... because I didnt until you said something.
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: emmy on February 25, 2004, 02:58:49 pm
Quote from: "FireKraqr"
Quote from: "Emily"
werent you the one that had a trek trivia thread on the o board, lol???


The answer to that question would be yes.  Gald to see someone actually remembered that thread... because I didnt until you said something.

of course i remember that thread.  I <3ed that thread!
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: FireKraqr on February 25, 2004, 03:01:48 pm
Quote from: "Emily"
Quote from: "FireKraqr"
Quote from: "Emily"
werent you the one that had a trek trivia thread on the o board, lol???


The answer to that question would be yes.  Gald to see someone actually remembered that thread... because I didnt until you said something.

of course i remember that thread.  I <3ed that thread!


Maybe... someday, I'll do one of them again.  I dont want to make anyone feel uncomfortable by posting too much.
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: LimeTwister on February 25, 2004, 05:19:27 pm
hola, I remember you.
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: kaysha on February 25, 2004, 06:57:02 pm
Quote from: "FireKraqr"
Quote from: "katia"
Quote from: "FireKraqr"
Though I do specifically remember creatign a FireKraqr account on this board when it first started out... but oh well.
the user base has never been purged so perhaps you created a FireKraqr account somewhere else =)
Nope, It was here, I'm sure of it.  I signed up right after... well it doesnt matter now anyway... in the past.
Well, i beg to differ.  Seeing as a purge of the users would require me to actually do something... like purge the users.  And i've never done that ... and no one else can do that.  I'm pretty sure you're mistaken.

kthxbye

-katia
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: Grakthis on February 26, 2004, 08:35:06 am
Quote from: "FireKraqr"
Quote from: "divasteph"
this is kind of selfish of you evin - you are cornering her - and bringing personal business to everyone that it shouldn't be going to -
 


1) I never said I was the perfect gentlemen, nor would I ever claim myself to be.  Selfish, perhaps... we all make mistakes.

2) nicole is her own person and reserves the right to respond or not.  How is that cornering her?  I am not forcing her to say or do anything.  If she chooses to respond, she does so at her own free will.  I've never forced her (or anyone) to do anything... nor do I plan to.

3) nicole and I rarely had "privacy" in our relationship.  True, we never went into detail online in plain and public view, but I feel that nothing I said was out of line.  Nothing I said above, hasn't already been said in forums.  So if you have no clue as to what happened so long ago, then you're completly lost and could have nothing for or against what I've said.

On a side not, yes Steph, your name is one that I generaly see all over the place.  glad to see you're still alive and kicking.


Hey dude.  Just FYI.  On a personal note.  I really fucking hate you.

Just so you know.
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: Si on February 26, 2004, 08:42:12 am
Quote from: "Grakthis"
Quote from: "FireKraqr"
Quote from: "divasteph"
this is kind of selfish of you evin - you are cornering her - and bringing personal business to everyone that it shouldn't be going to -
 


1) I never said I was the perfect gentlemen, nor would I ever claim myself to be.  Selfish, perhaps... we all make mistakes.

2) nicole is her own person and reserves the right to respond or not.  How is that cornering her?  I am not forcing her to say or do anything.  If she chooses to respond, she does so at her own free will.  I've never forced her (or anyone) to do anything... nor do I plan to.

3) nicole and I rarely had "privacy" in our relationship.  True, we never went into detail online in plain and public view, but I feel that nothing I said was out of line.  Nothing I said above, hasn't already been said in forums.  So if you have no clue as to what happened so long ago, then you're completly lost and could have nothing for or against what I've said.

On a side not, yes Steph, your name is one that I generaly see all over the place.  glad to see you're still alive and kicking.


Hey dude.  Just FYI.  On a personal note.  I really fucking hate you.

Just so you know.


 8O

uhm
(ltm)
*waiting for someone else to JUMP on this
*sigh
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: divasteph on February 26, 2004, 09:08:38 am
8O

(with si on that one!)
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: Si on February 26, 2004, 09:13:51 am
Quote from: "divasteph"
8O

(with si on that one!)


lol
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: divasteph on February 26, 2004, 09:16:40 am
*hug to si*
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: FireKraqr on February 26, 2004, 09:29:55 am
Please, Grakthis, I knew what I was doing when I did it, and I knew there would be consequences.  You're hatred for me was expected, given you told me you would be very upset if I did what I did.  

But really, why am I not surprised?  I knew all of this would happen.  But, honestly, just to let you know, I dont really care that you hate me.  What are you going to do?  Type obscenities on a message board and direct them at me?  :roll:   As if I've never had that done to me before.  :roll:  Your hatred for me is really irrelevant to me, but thank you for sharing.

I'm sure that nicole has read this thread by now, so my original purpose was accomplished.  I wasn't expecting her to post, and in all honesty, I would have been very surprised if she posted.  Such as life.

katia, like I said, It's in the past.  No harn, no foul... who knows.

Emily, Steph, Si, thank you for the open arms welcome back.  It's good to see that not everyone will hold a grudge for eturnity.

And to those of you who think a cold heartless waste of cellular decay... Thank you too.  Your opinions of me are not as unique as you percieve them to be.  In this world, there are 2 types of people... Those you like, and those you hate.
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: Grakthis on February 26, 2004, 09:55:55 am
Quote from: "FireKraqr"
Please, Grakthis, I knew what I was doing when I did it, and I knew there would be consequences.  You're hatred for me was expected, given you told me you would be very upset if I did what I did.  

But really, why am I not surprised?  I knew all of this would happen.  But, honestly, just to let you know, I dont really care that you hate me.  What are you going to do?  Type obscenities on a message board and direct them at me?  :roll:   As if I've never had that done to me before.  :roll:  Your hatred for me is really irrelevant to me, but thank you for sharing.

I'm sure that nicole has read this thread by now, so my original purpose was accomplished.  I wasn't expecting her to post, and in all honesty, I would have been very surprised if she posted.  Such as life.

katia, like I said, It's in the past.  No harn, no foul... who knows.

Emily, Steph, Si, thank you for the open arms welcome back.  It's good to see that not everyone will hold a grudge for eturnity.

And to those of you who think a cold heartless waste of cellular decay... Thank you too.  Your opinions of me are not as unique as you percieve them to be.  In this world, there are 2 types of people... Those you like, and those you hate.


Yeah.  I mean, really.  I don't plan to do anything about it.  I even plan to keep cussing to a minimum.  I just wanted to make sure you knew that as far as I am concerned, you are NOT welcome here.  And that I will make a point to let you know as often as possible how much I truly dislike you.

Like I said, just FYI.

Naturally, I can't speak for anyone else.
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: divasteph on February 26, 2004, 10:01:20 am
bye evin - come back again sometime - to say hi!!!

and si ---*hugs*
xoxo

and andrew is grouchy so he needs a hug too - *hugs* to andrew!!!
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: Si on February 26, 2004, 10:02:23 am
*hugs* for Steph too, and everyone else who wants one
lol
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: Logikal X on February 26, 2004, 10:49:56 am
lol
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: Grakthis on February 26, 2004, 01:34:18 pm
Quote from: "divasteph"
bye evin - come back again sometime - to say hi!!!

and si ---*hugs*
xoxo

and andrew is grouchy so he needs a hug too - *hugs* to andrew!!!


I swear, if old scratch himself came to this MB and posted with a "Hi everyone, my name is bealzebub, devourer of souls.  I love VC!" you would welcome him and give him a big hug.

I cannot decide if I just gave you a compliment or if I just made fun of you.
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: divasteph on February 26, 2004, 01:35:47 pm
honestly though - i do adore you andrew --- you are too cute!!!
come back down to GA and get a real hug!!!
xoxo
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: kaysha on February 26, 2004, 11:01:52 pm
Quote from: "FireKraqr"
katia, like I said, It's in the past.  No harn, no foul... who knows.
I do.  I agree it is in the past and is insignificant at best but i assure you i *do* know what goes on here and i *do* know i haven't purged any users.
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: Si on February 27, 2004, 07:39:15 am
Quote from: "katia"
Quote from: "FireKraqr"
katia, like I said, It's in the past.  No harn, no foul... who knows.
I do.  I agree it is in the past and is insignificant at best but i assure you i *do* know what goes on here and i *do* know i haven't purged any users.


Katia's the Freakin' Admin
you'd better listen to her before she gets mad
lol

;)
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: Tia on February 27, 2004, 10:46:18 am
*runs in*

 8O

*runs out*
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: jessica73 on February 27, 2004, 06:00:05 pm
Quote from: "Grakthis"
And that I will make a point to let you know as often as possible how much I truly dislike you.
Oh so you can say this, it's fine. But whenever I say it about nicole, you all get mad...oh what a hypocritical board  :roll:
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: xxjenniferxx on February 27, 2004, 10:49:03 pm
Quote from: "jessica73"
Quote from: "Grakthis"
And that I will make a point to let you know as often as possible how much I truly dislike you.
Oh so you can say this, it's fine. But whenever I say it about nicole, you all get mad...oh what a hypocritical board  :roll:

YES, what she said...
I totally agree with ya Jess
and andrew i truly dislike you
some people here do disgust me...
I'm not being mean either, i'm being brutally honest...
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: Si on February 28, 2004, 12:44:31 am
Maybe there should be a seperate "I dislike ..... " thread
And people can read it if they want to, with the risk that they will see their name in it

If I "dislike" someone, I just hit the "ignore" button, so I don't get annoyed by their posts
LOL!


*thinking about who I dislike

Ok, here's my list
1:
 
 
 
 
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: xxjenniferxx on February 28, 2004, 01:50:05 am
Quote from: "Si"
Maybe there should be a seperate "I dislike ..... " thread
And people can read it if they want to, with the risk that they will see their name in it

If I "dislike" someone, I just hit the "ignore" button, so I don't get annoyed by their posts
LOL!


*thinking about who I dislike

Ok, here's my list
1:
 
 
 
 

well Si, youre one of the sweetest person on here i know
even if i wanted to dislike you, i dont think i could
we may have never met but  from what i see on here you're a great person  :heart:  :)
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: Grakthis on February 29, 2004, 12:42:15 am
Quote from: "Si"
Maybe there should be a seperate "I dislike ..... " thread
And people can read it if they want to, with the risk that they will see their name in it

If I "dislike" someone, I just hit the "ignore" button, so I don't get annoyed by their posts
LOL!


*thinking about who I dislike

Ok, here's my list
1:
 
 
 
 


In all honesty, Si.  I do put everyone I dislike on ignore.  Much like the two posts above yours.  Blissful silence.  In fact, sometimes I get entire threads of nothing but ignored post.  High comedy, if you ask me.

But Evanasshole up there was a new account, so I didn't have him on ignore yet.
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: Si on February 29, 2004, 02:50:18 am
Thanks, Jen

And, Andrew, a whole entire thread of "You have added this person to your Ignore List. Click HERE to view this post." ?!
LMAO!!
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: FireKraqr on March 01, 2004, 12:27:09 pm
Quote from: "Grakthis"
But Evanasshole up there was a new account, so I didn't have him on ignore yet.


If you're going to attempt to insult me, at least attempt to spell my name right.

So much for keeping the swearing against me to a minimum huh?  :roll:
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: jessica73 on March 01, 2004, 02:52:58 pm
Thank you Si and Jen. :D
I love that idiot Grak who thinks everyone is so fucking interested in knowing who is on his ignore list. Pretty much everyone on his is crunk anyway, so I consider it a honor to be on his.  8)

Firekraqr is awesome anyway.
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: FireKraqr on March 01, 2004, 03:16:54 pm
Quote from: "jessica73"
Thank you Si and Jen. :D
I love that idiot Grak who thinks everyone is so fucking interested in knowing who is on his ignore list. Pretty much everyone on his is crunk anyway, so I consider it a honor to be on his.  8)

Firekraqr is awesome anyway.


Thank you for the compliment Jessica.  But Andrew and I haven't spoken for over a year already.  There is a very specific reason for this... A lot of "stuff" happened a little over a year ago.  A lot of firendships were hurt, and some were unrecoverably destroyed.  

Like I said, I'm just looking across a river, where a bridge used to be.  (Thus, this is the only thread I will post in.)
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: jessica73 on March 01, 2004, 03:19:04 pm
Well, I was around back then and I do remember some of that.. but I don't know if he should be as rude as he is to you.
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: FireKraqr on March 01, 2004, 04:46:41 pm
Quote from: "jessica73"
Well, I was around back then and I do remember some of that.. but I don't know if he should be as rude as he is to you.


Thank you again Jessica, and I appreciate that you arent being the hate filled person Andrew is.  But I would be acting the same way in his possision.  Do I hate Andrew?  No.  I remember the intelligent conversations we had once upon a time.

It's in the past, and there is nothing I can do about it now.  The bridge has long since been burned, and the expierence has taught me a few things about myself.  Hence the fact that I'm a different person than everyone used to know.  People change over time, there is nothing anyone can do about that.  But the people we meet, inevitably leave impressions on us, and I'm open to all of them... even the impressions of hatred and anger.  What others do to me, do for me, or say to me, all leave impressions on me in a positive way.  

"Take chances, make mistakes!  It's important not to be perfect all the time... And in order to follow your heart, you must sometimes do the wrong thing."
-Bicentennial Man
Title: Yes, It's me
Post by: vanessafan18 on March 02, 2004, 02:35:57 pm
I want a Si hug  :D

xox