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Creative Endeavors / GINA!
« on: August 29, 2003, 01:19:51 am »
Thanks, Miss G. ;o) Much appreciated. =)
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Creative Endeavors / TIA! *Gasps*
« on: August 28, 2003, 01:44:53 am »
Hello YOU! :lol: So glad to see you!
Yeah, it's about someone... my best friend, Ryan. :oops: You already know about him... told you before. =)
Take care, Miss Tia. Miss you.
*Hugs "the" Tia*
AVRIL
Yeah, it's about someone... my best friend, Ryan. :oops: You already know about him... told you before. =)
Take care, Miss Tia. Miss you.
*Hugs "the" Tia*
AVRIL
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Creative Endeavors / "Blinded"
« on: August 26, 2003, 03:03:30 am »
I was contented then by the embrace of gloominess
Satisfied by the silence played in a chasm
Still, there's the yearning of a better mask
A chance to see a better view
Not just behind cloaks to conceal emotions
Not just allowing myself to be hoodwinked
Up to an age of forever
Now light had been finally granted
But it's too bright to show the words of my eyes
Too glaring to notice the songs of the soul
It blinded my willingness to be free
For the truth holds me back every time I tried
Too foolish to believe in a living sweet nightmare
I return to my own shadow
Back to where I belong
I would sing again my melancholic quietness
Dance with my chosen curse...
For brightness is too innocent
I won't let go...
Even though all this time,
I was already left... alone.
-- Avril Fortuna --
Satisfied by the silence played in a chasm
Still, there's the yearning of a better mask
A chance to see a better view
Not just behind cloaks to conceal emotions
Not just allowing myself to be hoodwinked
Up to an age of forever
Now light had been finally granted
But it's too bright to show the words of my eyes
Too glaring to notice the songs of the soul
It blinded my willingness to be free
For the truth holds me back every time I tried
Too foolish to believe in a living sweet nightmare
I return to my own shadow
Back to where I belong
I would sing again my melancholic quietness
Dance with my chosen curse...
For brightness is too innocent
I won't let go...
Even though all this time,
I was already left... alone.
-- Avril Fortuna --
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Creative Endeavors / "Awaken"
« on: August 26, 2003, 02:52:58 am »
The mild wind stirs me
The harsh aches wake me.
The howls of the past sway me
The memory of you wrecks me.
But I have awakened
From the spell you have crafted.
I have calmed the storm that you've cursed to me.
I am a prisoner no more.
Adios to the endless pain
There's healing in an embrace.
Farewell to the nipping cold
There's warmth in a smile.
There is an unscathed beauty
Within.
There's an inner joy
Within.
I will start anew
In my peaceful solitude.
A chapter ends
But a new one begins.
My reality begins.
-- Avril Fortuna --
The harsh aches wake me.
The howls of the past sway me
The memory of you wrecks me.
But I have awakened
From the spell you have crafted.
I have calmed the storm that you've cursed to me.
I am a prisoner no more.
Adios to the endless pain
There's healing in an embrace.
Farewell to the nipping cold
There's warmth in a smile.
There is an unscathed beauty
Within.
There's an inner joy
Within.
I will start anew
In my peaceful solitude.
A chapter ends
But a new one begins.
My reality begins.
-- Avril Fortuna --
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Creative Endeavors / "Facade"
« on: August 26, 2003, 02:44:54 am »
A pool of denial
I drown from it
Each time I catch a glimpse of your face
I am enslaved by your lies
Pretending you're nothing but a friend
Avoiding my bursting feelings
And hiding underneath Deception's maskk
I have fallen for you
For that, I am faced by Guilt
For keeping my mouth shut
For silencing myself of you
And denying my heart's passions
I break down... I fall... in frustration
Upset and humbled
For I know
That I cannot colour myself with another shade
That I cannot disguise myself with another lie
Or bring my heart's longings to a halt
I cannot defy myself once more
I keep running back to you.
-- Avril Fortuna --
I drown from it
Each time I catch a glimpse of your face
I am enslaved by your lies
Pretending you're nothing but a friend
Avoiding my bursting feelings
And hiding underneath Deception's maskk
I have fallen for you
For that, I am faced by Guilt
For keeping my mouth shut
For silencing myself of you
And denying my heart's passions
I break down... I fall... in frustration
Upset and humbled
For I know
That I cannot colour myself with another shade
That I cannot disguise myself with another lie
Or bring my heart's longings to a halt
I cannot defy myself once more
I keep running back to you.
-- Avril Fortuna --
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Creative Endeavors / "Masquerade"
« on: August 26, 2003, 02:37:28 am »
Stares of daggers dance in such hollowness
Words of hatred sing a better melody
Anger is evident in a perfect face
Revenge is then set for me
Sweet tears caressed down your cheeks
A healthful life touching the earth
Perhaps it would wash away the guilt
Cleanse every single dirt
A monstrous angel is what you finally see
I know I am what you think
Such masterpiece is perfect
A painful memory of me.
-- Avril Fortuna --
Words of hatred sing a better melody
Anger is evident in a perfect face
Revenge is then set for me
Sweet tears caressed down your cheeks
A healthful life touching the earth
Perhaps it would wash away the guilt
Cleanse every single dirt
A monstrous angel is what you finally see
I know I am what you think
Such masterpiece is perfect
A painful memory of me.
-- Avril Fortuna --
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Creative Endeavors / Awww... =)
« on: August 21, 2003, 02:17:36 am »
You do? Well, thank you. :oops:
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Creative Endeavors / Thanks. =)
« on: August 18, 2003, 02:26:30 am »
Thanks, thanks, thanks, thanks, thanks, thanks. ;o)
Am flattered by your words, extremely. =)
And it's been daaaaaaaaaaaaays since I last went here to check on this. =/ Oh, well. ;oD
Am flattered by your words, extremely. =)
And it's been daaaaaaaaaaaaays since I last went here to check on this. =/ Oh, well. ;oD
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Polls / Do you miss the VCMB?
« on: June 02, 2003, 02:17:00 am »
Yuppers! Very much! :cry: The o-board rules! 
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Creative Endeavors / Weary
« on: June 02, 2003, 02:06:43 am »
Cristiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnaaaaaaa!
Thanks.
Thanks.
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Creative Endeavors / Weary
« on: June 01, 2003, 07:31:07 pm »
Weary is the word I use to describe me tonight.
The stars offer a deep sadness and the wind offers no solace.
Yes, I am tired to the bone and, at minute moments, to the heart, to the core.
I resort to temporal joys and I listen to music but the songs elude me.
There's something not quite not right with the way my mind is working or my soul is longing.
There's something off-key with the way I'm singing, the way I'm thinking.
My thoughts are like ebbing waves.
I become dumb.
Numb?
I try to grasp the feeling of being real, here, now, sane, loved...
But I don't know.
Something inside me lets me go.
There's something wrong with the way I'm floating.
I'm floating.
I'm choking.
I'm drowning.
I'm losing it.
The stars offer a deep sadness and the wind offers no solace.
Yes, I am tired to the bone and, at minute moments, to the heart, to the core.
I resort to temporal joys and I listen to music but the songs elude me.
There's something not quite not right with the way my mind is working or my soul is longing.
There's something off-key with the way I'm singing, the way I'm thinking.
My thoughts are like ebbing waves.
I become dumb.
Numb?
I try to grasp the feeling of being real, here, now, sane, loved...
But I don't know.
Something inside me lets me go.
There's something wrong with the way I'm floating.
I'm floating.
I'm choking.
I'm drowning.
I'm losing it.
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Avril is hugging her pillows. 8O[/b]
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Creative Endeavors / Suicide
« on: June 01, 2003, 07:26:26 pm »
He screamed as his world whirled into a blur
For all his life, in his decisions, he wasn't always sure
He just watched as his dreams were shattered in a distance
Still, he tried to get up, for he knew he still had a chance.
The temperature around him dropped, seizing him in freezing panic
As memories of his tormented past crushed reality into pieces,
He tried to smile to suppress his rears from flowing, but ended up in vain
With all his frustration and anger, nothing seemed to ease the pain.
He tried to look up in order to find hope, but the sun seemed too bright
Thinking of his ambitions, he knew that this time, he had to fight
Yet, right then and there, the cloud of darkness loomed atop his head
Hopelessness and pessimistic thoughts got the worse of him instead.
The sound of a bullet piercing through a himan's skull echoed throughout the place
Of flamboyance, contentment and happiness, the man was left with no trace
The wrath of the ocean's waves was tamed into an unforgiving calmness
As a gust of wind reduced the magnificence of the place into nothingness.
Now, he tried to stand up as his world turned into nothing but a blur
For all his life, he knew and he was sure
That he would only be watching as his dreams shattered in a distance
And he couldn't do anything about it, for he only wasted his chance.
For all his life, in his decisions, he wasn't always sure
He just watched as his dreams were shattered in a distance
Still, he tried to get up, for he knew he still had a chance.
The temperature around him dropped, seizing him in freezing panic
As memories of his tormented past crushed reality into pieces,
He tried to smile to suppress his rears from flowing, but ended up in vain
With all his frustration and anger, nothing seemed to ease the pain.
He tried to look up in order to find hope, but the sun seemed too bright
Thinking of his ambitions, he knew that this time, he had to fight
Yet, right then and there, the cloud of darkness loomed atop his head
Hopelessness and pessimistic thoughts got the worse of him instead.
The sound of a bullet piercing through a himan's skull echoed throughout the place
Of flamboyance, contentment and happiness, the man was left with no trace
The wrath of the ocean's waves was tamed into an unforgiving calmness
As a gust of wind reduced the magnificence of the place into nothingness.
Now, he tried to stand up as his world turned into nothing but a blur
For all his life, he knew and he was sure
That he would only be watching as his dreams shattered in a distance
And he couldn't do anything about it, for he only wasted his chance.
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Avril is hugging her pillows. 8O[/b]
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Creative Endeavors / sweet little nothings
« on: June 01, 2003, 07:13:52 pm »
[/b]Cuuuuuuute!
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I'm a crazy, little fool.
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