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Introduce Yourself / Yes, It's me

« on: March 01, 2004, 04:46:41 pm »

Well, I was around back then and I do remember some of that.. but I don't know if he should be as rude as he is to you.

Thank you again Jessica, and I appreciate that you arent being the hate filled person Andrew is.  But I would be acting the same way in his possision.  Do I hate Andrew?  No.  I remember the intelligent conversations we had once upon a time.

It's in the past, and there is nothing I can do about it now.  The bridge has long since been burned, and the expierence has taught me a few things about myself.  Hence the fact that I'm a different person than everyone used to know.  People change over time, there is nothing anyone can do about that.  But the people we meet, inevitably leave impressions on us, and I'm open to all of them... even the impressions of hatred and anger.  What others do to me, do for me, or say to me, all leave impressions on me in a positive way.  

"Take chances, make mistakes!  It's important not to be perfect all the time... And in order to follow your heart, you must sometimes do the wrong thing."
-Bicentennial Man

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Introduce Yourself / Yes, It's me

« on: March 01, 2004, 03:16:54 pm »

Thank you Si and Jen.
I love that idiot Grak who thinks everyone is so fucking interested in knowing who is on his ignore list. Pretty much everyone on his is crunk anyway, so I consider it a honor to be on his.  

Firekraqr is awesome anyway.

Thank you for the compliment Jessica.  But Andrew and I haven't spoken for over a year already.  There is a very specific reason for this... A lot of "stuff" happened a little over a year ago.  A lot of firendships were hurt, and some were unrecoverably destroyed.  

Like I said, I'm just looking across a river, where a bridge used to be.  (Thus, this is the only thread I will post in.)

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Introduce Yourself / Yes, It's me

« on: March 01, 2004, 12:27:09 pm »

But Evanasshole up there was a new account, so I didn't have him on ignore yet.

If you're going to attempt to insult me, at least attempt to spell my name right.

So much for keeping the swearing against me to a minimum huh?  :roll:

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Introduce Yourself / Yes, It's me

« on: February 26, 2004, 09:29:55 am »

Please, Grakthis, I knew what I was doing when I did it, and I knew there would be consequences.  You're hatred for me was expected, given you told me you would be very upset if I did what I did.  

But really, why am I not surprised?  I knew all of this would happen.  But, honestly, just to let you know, I dont really care that you hate me.  What are you going to do?  Type obscenities on a message board and direct them at me?  :roll:   As if I've never had that done to me before.  :roll:  Your hatred for me is really irrelevant to me, but thank you for sharing.

I'm sure that nicole has read this thread by now, so my original purpose was accomplished.  I wasn't expecting her to post, and in all honesty, I would have been very surprised if she posted.  Such as life.

katia, like I said, It's in the past.  No harn, no foul... who knows.

Emily, Steph, Si, thank you for the open arms welcome back.  It's good to see that not everyone will hold a grudge for eturnity.

And to those of you who think a cold heartless waste of cellular decay... Thank you too.  Your opinions of me are not as unique as you percieve them to be.  In this world, there are 2 types of people... Those you like, and those you hate.

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Introduce Yourself / Yes, It's me

« on: February 25, 2004, 03:01:48 pm »

werent you the one that had a trek trivia thread on the o board, lol???

The answer to that question would be yes.  Gald to see someone actually remembered that thread... because I didnt until you said something.

of course i remember that thread.  I <3ed that thread!

Maybe... someday, I'll do one of them again.  I dont want to make anyone feel uncomfortable by posting too much.

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Introduce Yourself / Yes, It's me

« on: February 25, 2004, 02:43:48 pm »

werent you the one that had a trek trivia thread on the o board, lol???

The answer to that question would be yes.  Gald to see someone actually remembered that thread... because I didnt until you said something.

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Introduce Yourself / Re: Yes, It's me

« on: February 25, 2004, 02:30:28 pm »

Hey, welcome back.

Though I do specifically remember creatign a FireKraqr account on this board when it first started out... but oh well.

the user base has never been purged so perhaps you created a FireKraqr account somewhere else =)

Nope, It was here, I'm sure of it.  I signed up right after... well it doesnt matter now anyway... in the past.

As for the sig Violations, as TSE pointed out, What sig?  :wink:  Just think of it as a blast from the past picture.

Ghisy, nothing you tell me will be news to me when it resorts to name calling or referring to my personality.  Though I cant specifically remember if I've ever talked to you before, I'm glad you welcome new posters (or old returning ones) a warm welcome.  Thank you

BTW, I'm not specifically back, I came back to post for a purpose.  I never really left, I just felt that this was a place.... that had too many burned bridges to return to.  So think of me as looking across the river in a moment of remembering the past.

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Completely Off-Topic / Isn't that interesting

« on: February 25, 2004, 02:21:43 pm »

http://forums.nessaholics.com/viewtopic.php?t=5321

right there

I appologize.  I didnt think to look in a forum I've never posted in.

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Completely Off-Topic / Isn't that interesting

« on: February 25, 2004, 02:13:49 pm »

I know I made a thread prior to this one.  A moderator must have deleted it.  I'll just leave it as that then.  But I'll say this much, deleting a thread without even PM'ing the creator telling them WHY it was deleted is a pretty stupid policy.

Oh well, I said what I needed to say.

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Introduce Yourself / Yes, It's me

« on: February 25, 2004, 12:50:01 pm »

this is kind of selfish of you evin - you are cornering her - and bringing personal business to everyone that it shouldn't be going to -
 

1) I never said I was the perfect gentlemen, nor would I ever claim myself to be.  Selfish, perhaps... we all make mistakes.

2) nicole is her own person and reserves the right to respond or not.  How is that cornering her?  I am not forcing her to say or do anything.  If she chooses to respond, she does so at her own free will.  I've never forced her (or anyone) to do anything... nor do I plan to.

3) nicole and I rarely had "privacy" in our relationship.  True, we never went into detail online in plain and public view, but I feel that nothing I said was out of line.  Nothing I said above, hasn't already been said in forums.  So if you have no clue as to what happened so long ago, then you're completly lost and could have nothing for or against what I've said.

On a side not, yes Steph, your name is one that I generaly see all over the place.  glad to see you're still alive and kicking.

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Introduce Yourself / Yes, It's me

« on: February 25, 2004, 12:37:35 pm »

Dont adjust your monitor... yes, It's me... contrary to belief, I havn't died or fallen off the face of the earth... Though I do specifically remember creatign a FireKraqr account on this board when it first started out... but oh well.

You know, Sometimes I come into this forum just to lurch around and see what is still going on with all of you.  (For those of you who dont remember me, I was quite the poster on the original VC boards.)  I'm glad to see that most of you are still around.  

But in all honesty, I wanted to see how nicole (AKA nikkee) was doing.  And from the 73 pages of individual posts she has, I see that she's doing alright (and stopped putting in the blue contacts).  Yes I still think about her from time to time, think about the good times and such.  I browse through all the pictures and videos (which I still have BTW).

Since I know she's going to read this because I know whe'll recognize the screen name right away, I'll finish with this...

nicole, I would like to appologize to you personally.  I'm sorry for the pain that I caused you so many months ago.  And even though we haven't spoken since that night we said goodbye, I'm still remeinded of you often.  I remember the good times, and it still makes me smile to this day.  nicole, everything I said to you, I meant (and I know you know what I'm talking about), and in a way, I still mean it.  I hope that everything is going well for you nicole.

-Evin