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Creative Endeavors / Some lyrics I started...
« on: December 27, 2007, 10:12:56 am »
Far to juvenile for my taiste, but its clear you have some talent
Your lyrics that are supposedly sung are much better than the rap, it dosent really flow and the rhyms in it are weak.

Like, your wording is very good and catchy.... it reminds me a lot of a more juvenlie James Blunt.

The major problem I had after reading it is that nothing came to my mind... no picture was formed... it was if i was reading aimlessly with nothing happening

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Creative Endeavors / Playing Love
« on: November 10, 2007, 09:32:05 pm »
Playing Love
Wanted to warn you
Play with fire, it’ll burn you
Now here we are in this situation
Why didn’t you listen, I never listen

Now im trying to think of a way to escape
In a way my heart won’t be depraved
Do you really want to throw my heart away…

Everyone’s hurt someone before
Everyone’s been hurt by someone before
There’s no way to change, you’ll always come back for more
It’s a game and were all just playing the game of love
Don’t fight it, playing love
Don’t hide from it, playing love

Back tracking, and running away cause it happened again
I want it to end
Won’t let myself go cold, so cold
Think of the things I want to say
But when I open my mouth they don’t come out that way
Should I throw my heart away

Everyone’s hurt someone before
Everyone’s been hurt by someone before
There’s no way to change, you’ll always come back for more
It’s a game and were all just playing the game of love
Don’t fight it, playing love
Don’t hide from it, playing love

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Creative Endeavors / Fool
« on: November 10, 2007, 09:30:39 pm »
Fool

I read my own memories as if they were anothers
Now understand so much that was lost altogether
Recounting the past, reliving ghosts
All of “The Ones” who I loved the most

Every single one was the same
Now know I was to blame
Tricked and brought into their world
They played around; I was a fool… a fool

Flirting and hurting being pushed by earging
Happened so many times but I’m not learning
When I met you looked into your eyes
Pleased me with your promises and hurt me with your lies
Can’t read the message you’re sending
Still love you like the world ending

Attempting to find what’s going wrong
Even memories don’t show something that strong
People try to explain with ridiculous rules
But I see its because I’m a fool

Time to take an exit done with me last pretty face
This is truly what cannot be erased

Flirting and hurting being pushed by earging
Happened so many times but I’m not learning
When I met you looked into your eyes
Pleased me with your promises and hurt me with your lies
Can’t read the message you’re sending
Still love you like the world ending

When it pours it has to rain
… guess I’m wet
Time to find a new set
We both knew the end was coming
But I closed my eyes… again

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AHH be careful

no where ont eh website does it say that the autograph was original...

it is most likely just a copy of one on each book let :(

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Completely Off-Topic / Her Dog!
« on: September 13, 2007, 01:51:14 pm »
Does anyone know what type of dog vanessa has... i saw it in the nolita video is it is to freaken cute lol

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Creative Endeavors / A Drama
« on: July 20, 2007, 08:36:49 pm »
I swapped Isaac for Nathan.. same person new name ;)

The hours of the day passed slowly, as Isaac thought about the event that had transpired that same morning. It was know 4:30 PM. Well, I have to do something to pass the time, he thought. Picking up the phone he called George Williams, one of the three that he wanted to have over for a night of video gaming.

Two rings passed and George answered, “Yo,”

“Hey, man, It’s Isaac,”

“Sup dude? Haven’t heard from you all summer. You coming to the cookout tonight?”

“Wouldn’t normally, but I’m kind of getting dragged there by Katharine,”

“Ah. Hot date with the best friend, huh?”

“Hah, couldn’t be farther from it. Actually she needs someone to give her a ride there so she can work her magic on Trevor Dylan,”

“Well, wish her luck on that,” he chuckled.

“I don’t think that it’s impossible, she said that they have talked a lot over the summer,”

“Yeah. So, did you just call to talk about your jealousy of Trevor, or did you have something more important to talk about?”

Isaac gulped, “Funny. I’m falling in love with my best friend, maybe I should see Sigmund Freud!”

“What, so he can tell you to pursue your mother?”

They both laughed. “Anyway, on to business. The first day of school. After it gets out, I think that you, me, Vince, and, John should get together and play a few video games that night. Maybe go till like noon the next day?”

“I don’t know, do you really think that you can stay up that long?”

Sensing the unknowing perversion in George’s question, Isaac stifled a laugh by coughing. “Sure. I’m always the one that lasts the longest,” this time George caught it, and they shared another laugh. “Alright man, tell the other guys. I’ve got to go pick up Queen Katharine,”

“Aight. You have fun,”

“I’ll try to. Talk to you later,”

“Bye,”

Isaac hung up the phone and sighed. Was he really falling in love with Katharine? Or was it just raging teenage hormones? Whatever the answer, he had to go and pick her up anyway.

He pulled off his white shirt and put on a black one with The words; “Minutes to Midnight,” on the front. Ironically, he would be wearing his Linkin Park shirt, in Lincoln Park, the vast site of the annual White Pines cook out. “I’m going mom!” He yelled over his shoulder as he walked out the front door to his black mustang.

Buckling his seatbelt, he turned it on, and pulled out of the Cul de Sac that he lived in. He smiled as he listened to Green Day on his CD player. This is the life. Driving a Mustang, listening to rock music, about to pickup the most beautiful girl-, a look of confusion appeared on his face. Beautiful? Did he just say beautiful? No…that can’t, I…can’t, he changed the song to Holiday and drove thoughtlessly to Katharine’s house.

Coincidently, he had never been inside it. It was a nice, one story house, blue, and with a basketball court out front. He parked the mustang and walked up to her door. Before he could knock, the door opened and Katharine quickly pushed past him. “What-,”

“Let’s go,” she said.

“Katharine…,”

She turned, tears streamed down her face. A red mark was on her right cheek.

“What?”

She just shook her head.

“C’mon,” Isaac said. He put his hand on the small of her back and led her to the car.

They didn’t speak for the majority of the drive. When they were a couple of miles away from the fair, Katharine spoke, “She hit me,”

Isaac nearly lost control of the car. “What?” he asked in disbelief.

“My mom…we got into a fight, and she…,” Katharine stopped and wiped a tear away from her left eye. She turned to face him. By now, the red marked had faded, making it look like half her face were blushing.

“I don’t know what came over her,” Katherine continued, “We…we were just talking about…well, you, and-,”

“Wait, what? Me?” Isaac took a left turn and parked in an abandoned lot. He unbuckled his seat belt so he could face her.

“I…don’t really want to talk about it,” she began to stare at the floor, while drawing imaginary circles on the leather seat with her finger.

“Look. Kat, if you don’t want to go…, we can hang out. Maybe go to Grand Arbor and see a movie?”

“No…I, I just want to talk to someone,”

There’s someone right here! He thought.

“I need to talk to Trevor. Maybe he’ll know what to do,”

Isaac felt anger rise over him. There was no need for her to talk to Trevor when he was right there. He felt like saying something, but then just slouched in his seat, staring out at the empty warehouse in front of them.

“Can we just go?” she said sternly.

Saying nothing, Isaac turned the car back on and peeled out of the lot.
Through five more minutes of wordless driving, Katharine could never look him in the eye. After what seemed like ages, the jubilation of the fair appeared in plain sight of them. Isaac parked to the side and unlocked the door.

Katharine opened the door, as Isaac just sat, staring at the steering wheel. She turned to him, “Are you coming?”

Not looking up, Isaac spoke in monotone, “I have to run home for a second. Don’t wait up,”

Katharine sighed, “If you don’t want to stay-,”

“I do. I just forgot something,”

“Well. I’ll just get a ride home with Trevor, okay? We might hang out afterward,”

“Whatever,”

“You know…,” she began. Not finishing, she just shook her head and slammed the door.

Isaac turned his stereo up and backed up to drive back the way he came. Finally, he approached a junction. Left took him to the Cul de Sac, right took him to Katharine’s. Not signaling, he turned right.

In the Feely driveway, he sat for five minutes, until another Feely voice jolted him from his thinking.

“Isaac Dumars!” piped up Katharine’s thirty three year old mother.

“Mrs. Feely,” Isaac acknowledged her. He opened the car door and stepped out.

“To what do I owe the pleasure?” Oddly, she actually sounded happy.

“The red mark on your daughter’s cheek,”

“Oh, that,” and it was gone.

“Why?” was all Isaac could ask.

Mrs. Feely spat onto the ground than looked up at him. “Take care of her,”

“What?”

“Katharine. We…got into a fight. I got out of control. I’ll admit it. I’m not a good parent. Her father isn’t either. But she’s smart, ya know?”

Isaac nodded.

“And…I don’t want to see her knocked up at eighteen. That boy that she talks about.

Trevor what’s his face. I don’t trust him. Really, Isaac, you’re the only one that has

ever shown anything positive for her,”

“Mrs. Feely…we’re just…friends,” he said uncomfortably.

“I know, I know. Just, Isaac, watch out for her. Bring her home tonight, please,”

“I will Mrs. Feely,” Isaac just turned and opened his car door. Before he got in, he looked over his shoulder, “I promise,”

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Creative Endeavors / A Drama
« on: July 20, 2007, 08:36:09 pm »
This is he first and 2nd chapter to something somone i know started....

Isaac Dumars opened his eyes and inadvertently let the sun in. Groggily, he raised his arm to shield himself from the rays of light. Shifting his attention to the nightstand at his left, he rubbed his eyes and stared at the clock. 6:30 AM. At least four hours than when he normally got up all summer. Must. Fight. It. He thought as he pushed himself up. Finally, he sat with his back to the wall. One week.

He crawled out of the mess of covers to the foot of his bed and swung his feet over so they were parallel with the ground. Again, he rubbed his eyes to remove blurry mid-morning vision. Finally, he stood and stretched, yawning as he did so. He then looked over at the 95’ Compaq computer, cursing it under his breath.

Walking out into the second story hallway of his house, he quietly stared into his parents room. For the first time in a long time, he actually woke up before both his parents. Smiling to himself he walked into the kitchen.
The quant little kitchen was very cozy. Swinging open the refrigerator door, Isaac immediately reached for the bologna. He stopped short when he remembered that it was actually too early for lunch. Opting for cereal, he grabbed the milk and pulled a box of Cheerios out of the cupboard. He almost chose to turn on the television to watch Sportscenter, but figured it would just wake up his parents.

Isaac pulled out a bowl and poured his cereal and milk into it, then set the bowl on the counter. He then opened the front door and stepped into the bright sunlight. Squinting, he stood at the top of his porch scanning the front lawn for the White Pines Messenger. Finally, is eyes rested on it laying on the curb. Lazy paperboys. He thought as he shuffled out to grab the rolled up paper.

As he bent to pick it up, he saw a figure in the distance. Isaac hurried back in, realizing that he had gone outside clad only in a pair of boxers.
After quickly scanning the paper for any actually interesting stories, Isaac threw it to the side and shifted his attention to his cereal. He chewed slowly, enjoying the cereal and contemplating what he would do for the last week
before his sophomore year began.

After five minutes of simultaneous thinking and eating, he rested on the decision to call his friends and set up a end of summer video game night, a tradition that held strong with the four of them.
Smiling, he began to sip his milk. A loud tap on the window behind him made him spit it out. Turning, he saw the laughing face of a close friend, Katherine Feely. Isaac immediately blushed at the realization that an actual girl that wasn’t his mother was staring at him in his PJ's. Thinking quickly, he put one finger up and ran into his room.

He slid into a pair of jeans and began to reach for a shirt. He froze when he heard Katherine’s voice.

“You know, if you leave your front door unlocked, someone could come in and kill you,”

Well, at least I put pants on first, He thought as he slowly turned to face her. “Yeah…about that,” he couldn’t help but check her out in her short jogging shorts and tank top. The darkness of her outfit contrasted perfectly with her lily white skin. She could easily make any man’s knees buckle. But as wonderful as she always looked, Isaac always thought of her as a sister, or rather, a very good friend, as it would be incredibly out of the ordinary for one to stare at his sister like that.

“Don’t worry. I’m not out to kill you,” she smiled, then turned serious, “yet,” Isaac’s eyes turned fearful for a moment, then back, as she laughed and playfully slapped him on the chest.

“As fun as it is talking about killing me in my room, may I ask, Katharine, why you’re here?”

“Well…you know what today is, right?”

“Uh…,” he thought as he began to watch her eyes wander down to his flat stomach. He wasn’t the most muscular guy in the world, but he had slimmed down over the summer, wanting to at least have a shot at a relationship in his sophomore year of high school. “George Washington’s Birthday?” he threw something out just to get her attention,”

She blushed as she brought her eyes up to look at him, “No silly,” she smiled again, causing Isaac’s heart to flutter, “It’s the annual cookout!”

“Right. That,” there was a hint of disdain in his voice.

“…And” she began, then paused, looking for words, “I thought it would be cool if we went together,” she bit her bottom lip.

I get it…, he thought, she’s pulling the old bait and switch move, seeing if I would ever think of dating her. That or-,

“Plus, my mom won’t let me go alone,” she continued.

Right. She needs a chaperone. What was he thinking anyway? It would be like dating his sister, or a really close friend. “I don’t know…,” he muttered.

“Well, it’s really important to me…, and, well let’s just leave it at that,”

“Ah,” he feigned sympathy, “Does someone have a secret they want to tell me?”

She bit her bottom lip again, “Well…So there’s this guy, and he’s really cute and-,”

“Names,” Isaac demanded.

“Isaac, don’t make-,”

“See Kat, if I don’t know who you are talking about, I can’t help you,”

She sighed. “Trevor Dylan,”

“The captain of the JV football team?”

“Yeah. See, we talked a lot over the summer, but he never really made a move, and I really like him, and-,”

“Alright calm down. I’ll go,”

She squealed “Thank you, sooo much!” She jumped forward and wrapped her arms around him. He slowly moved his hands to hug her, but then grabbed her waist and pushed her away so he could look into her eyes.

“You know you owe me big time for this,” he said.

She raised up on her tiptoes and pecked him on the cheek. “I know,” she said, then ran from the room, saying over her shoulder, “Pick me up at five!”
Isaac just stood in the middle of his room with his hand on his cheek.

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Creative Endeavors / Seperated
« on: July 20, 2007, 05:33:48 pm »
thanks for the compliment :)

wondering what people liked / didn't like about the song

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Creative Endeavors / The Hardest and the Right
« on: July 20, 2007, 03:51:47 pm »
Looking for the right one. Looking all around to find
While all different questions cross your mind
She's closer than you thought
Wait to long and it will be for not
Your beginning to wonder if you can find somone
That can compare, but
She's in your blood its stirring
Knowing it cna never work is burning

Suddenly you hear them say
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Are you sure you want her
Are you sure to need her
What would you be like if she wasnt there
Could you live without her stare
Are you sure you weant her
Are you sure you need her
What would you be like if she wasnt there
Is the thought to much to bare

There is always that one person
You love without a doubt
But its crucial they don't find out
Many say honesty will save all
They don't understand what you could lose if it was to fall
Friendships are in the balance
Couldn't deal with there absence
Getting mixed up, feeling in a rush
This is all to much

Suddenly you hear them say
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Are you sure you want her
Are you sure to need her
What would you be like if she wasnt there
Is there anyone that can compare
Are you sure you weant her
Are you sure you need her
What would you be like if she wasnt there

Now theres another, but she wont keep waiting thats for sure
Even if you wanted to, you can't follow her lure
Your heart is locked on another
No room for the new lover
Getting mixed up feeling in a rush
This is all to much

Other around you start to see your pain
But sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Are you sure you want her
Are you sure to need her
What would you be like if she wasnt there
Maby theres some chance with prayer
Are you sure you weant her
Are you sure you need her
What would you be like if she wasnt there
Would it send you into dispare

Dont know if what I feel for her is what she feels for me
Its ok I can try and pretend
But really this is making me go out of my head (echoes)

Even if you want her
Even if you need her
It dosen't matter, nothing will happen
It dosen't matter you can never take action
Others around finally see the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

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Creative Endeavors / Don't Let Go
« on: July 20, 2007, 03:50:50 pm »
Drowning in my fear
Afraid of what I hear
Would do anything for her, gladly
Because of that beauty
So near for so long, now so far

chorus:

"Baby let's go
Don't go
Let's go
To the place we both know
It will work, ill show"

And I'll carry you
Through every briar
Through every liar
I'll carry you
the thousandth mile
Just promise me your smile.

chorus:

"Baby let's go
Don't go
Let's go
To the place we both know"

And that ocean may seem like a lot
But for this love baby it's not
I just gotta know
You'll be there by the shore
Because I can't find the strength to swim
Knowing your eyes belong to him.

chorus:

"Baby let's go
Don't go
Let's go
To the place we both know"

Now I see you with him
I've been left on the shore
Can't believe you closed the door
And all of my fear
Are shown in one tear
Guess it is all behind me
Finally i can see

chorus:

"Baby you didn't let go
Don't have to go
But you did go
To the place only you know.
Could have let go
Baby why didn't you let go
To the place we both know"

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Creative Endeavors / Seperated
« on: July 20, 2007, 03:50:20 pm »
I'm confused about the feelings of my own heart,
wandering around and I don't know where to start.
Im tripping over my own two feet,
do I know who I am or what is me?

Feeling empty and lifeless-palest flesh my skin,
holding all the misery-trapping it within.
Looking in the mirror I'm ugly and abused,
tired and weary I'm afraid I'm of no use.

Chorus:
It was never about me,
it was never about you.
it was about us
and what we were meant to go through.
But we never made it
now I feel so separated.

I miss the smiles that brought me up when I was down,
now I wander the world to be lost and never found.
Sometimes I catch myself asking if you feel the same,
in a hollow world where life seems so mundane.

I've got the gun with the trigger right along my finger
I used to live but now I merely roam and linger.
Life is no longer what it used to be to me,
I find there's no reason left that I should breathe.

Chorus:
It was never about me,
it was never about you.
it was about us
and what we were meant to go through.
But we never made it
now I feel so separated.

"I used to love you once" calls the echo of her voice
and I replied that she left me by her own choice.
That she broke my heart and threw all my love away
she was the one to leave and I remained to stay.

Chorus:
It was never about me,
it was never about you.
it was about us
and what we were meant to go through.
But we never made it
now I feel so separated.

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