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Creative Endeavors / For You

« on: August 03, 2004, 11:21:59 am »

just a little poem...

I hear the clock ticking
Phone ringing
And I’m tired

My stomach turns
And my heart burns
For you

My head spins
And you win
For I’ve lost you
So, so many times

Clearly you’ve caught me
Obviously you got me

These tears shed
But the waterfalls will dry
Today

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General Vanessa Carlton Discussion / My VC Wall

« on: February 20, 2004, 10:03:28 pm »

Those are my shirts that i've made to wear to each concert i went to at the very top (the one on the very right was the first one i went to when she was with 3EB and the GGD, and yes, i know i spelled Vanessa wrong  :oops: )


this is the same thing but showing the lower part. and my pic with her, right in the middle! hehe.

do u have a VC wall?

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Creative Endeavors / Over You-a poem iii wrote..lol

« on: February 16, 2004, 06:51:35 pm »

i wrote this quite a ways back, but since someone wrote a song called Over You i decided to post my poem called Over You

Over You

The day I think of you
Makes it longer
The way I no longer hear from you
Makes me ponder
Cause you were my everything
And now you’re gone
You took everything
Even my shining sun

Every night in my bed
I smell the fresh rain
The storm builds in my head
And creates so much pain
Fast it comes, closer
To drown out my life
Like a long scary roller coaster
Taking all that was right

When you walked away
I didn’t know what to say
And now, I feel empty inside
After you took me for this little ride
Somewhere along
I got confused and died
Why did you have to leave my side?

Because if you loved me
It would set me free
But no, you pushed away
And I finally let you be
And I wish you would come closer
So you could see
I want to ignore this feeling I have
I can’t take it no more
The pain is too bad
I think I get over you
But its just to true
This passionate love I have for you

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General Vanessa Carlton Discussion / VC on Dr.Phill

« on: February 11, 2004, 06:13:56 pm »

I was watching Dr.Phill (yes i watch it, and Oprah) and there was this married woman and her husband on the show bc they always fought bc the woman always returned his things back to the store without him asking. and it was showing her returning something at the store and it was Nessa's album! i was like, "WOW!"  8O  then i was like, "why would she return that???" lol
anyways, just thought i'd share  

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General Vanessa Carlton Discussion / This is weird/cool

« on: February 08, 2004, 06:00:16 pm »

Ok,  a long time ago (as in before i knew who VC was) i took a picture of my friend Chelsea in Old Navy. then i was looking at pictures of VC and one of them reminded me of something, the picture of Chelsea!
Look at this

(sry for blurryNESS)



Their poses are the same, they both have sunglasses on and they both have things tied around their waists. I think its so freaky!

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Entertainment - Movies / TV / Books / The Butterfly Effect

« on: January 25, 2004, 06:00:56 pm »

with Ashton Kutcher

its a pretty twisted movie. it definitly scared me at some points. but over all it makes u think and it was pretty good

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Creative Endeavors / untitled for now...

« on: January 19, 2004, 12:38:05 pm »

What i like about this poem is that its one of the rare ones i write that is completly about me and someone. (its not just figurative)

The things I want to tell you
The words I cannot say
The life that’s overwhelming
The love I gave away

The way you felt
The tears I cried
The lips God made
The kisses you gave

The warmth of my hand
The shaking of you touch
The stars above
The power of love

The streets and the trees
The begging of “please”
The pain we undergo
The feeling we can’t yet know

The questions of you
The wondering of what’s next
The soul of my body
The warmth of you chest

The glisten in my eyes
The way you hid my cries
The stars above
The power of love

The losing you
The not knowing why
The letting go
The wanting to know

The crease of the past
The struggling to go back
The silence between
The end of our scene

The catching up in my life
The not knowing what’s right
The stars above
The power of love

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Creative Endeavors / Answers

« on: January 13, 2004, 09:43:48 pm »

Answers

Some questions in life
Can never be told
Though they arise
As you get old

You don't know the meaning
Or what we're about
Your mind keeps on screaming
'Cause you're always in doubt

You want to believe
All that they tell
You need to believe
That you won't go to hell

You question your life,
Heaven and of course God
You want to know if this knife
Really holds it all

But as you go on
You realize

There's more than just me
So why are these answers
Always so hard to see

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Completely Off-Topic / Our users have posted a total of 77777 articles

« on: January 13, 2004, 08:39:53 pm »

freaky

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Polls / Do I look like VC?

« on: January 10, 2004, 06:20:05 pm »

ok, everytime i show someone this picture they say her and i look like sisters. I dont think we do, but what do u guys think?

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Creative Endeavors / Any of Your Pain

« on: January 09, 2004, 04:32:27 pm »

Any of Your Pain

Am I supposed to apologize?
When I am done
Why should I compromise?
When I want to be alone

Just leave me here
After the rain
I don't want to hear
Any of your pain

It's your fault I'm leaving
There's nothing left
You only caused me bleeding
To my death

I only want to go away
And no longer see you
Even if you change your way
We are forever through

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General Vanessa Carlton Discussion / ATM on the radio

« on: January 04, 2004, 04:34:14 pm »

Every time ATM is played on any local radio station i hear it doesnt have the piano intro. it starts right with "makin my way downtown..." i've heard it like that on at least 3 different stations. lol
Is it like that were any of u ppl live?

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General Vanessa Carlton Discussion / I noticed something..

« on: January 03, 2004, 03:19:35 pm »

that i found interesting.
  i was at my piano lesson this morning and we were looking at Ordinary Day in my VC piano book bc im learning that song. It says "Please come with me, see what i see, touch the stars for time will not freeze, time will not freeze..."
i thought "hmm, i always said 'flee'"
so i went home and listened to the song, it sounds like flee i thought, then i looked at the BNN cover and the lyrics indeed said flee
anyone know why the sheet music says freeze and the song says flee?

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Creative Endeavors / Like the Ocean

« on: January 02, 2004, 07:09:33 pm »

This is a poem that was a school assignment where u had to say ur life (or something else) was like something. This kind of poem is also where i got my sn from (MyLifeIsLikeATM)

this one is about my thoughts

Like the Ocean

My thoughts are like the ocean…
Deeper then anyone could ever imagine
With places no one has every seen
People often question what they are for
Or how they came along
Inside there ocean are fish
And many new creates being discovered
In my thoughts
These fish are spur of the moment happinesses
And the new creatures
Are the new ideas I get
The deep blue color reflects the depth of my knowledge
And my interest in poetry
Like the ocean
My thoughts can do damage to others
Accidentally destroying what was placed in its path
My thoughts also nourish
Like the ocean does, to all that lives within
Like the ocean
My thoughts are wet with falling
Tears
From the heavens
Many don’t understand my thoughts
Like the ocean
They are mysterious

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Creative Endeavors / Brave

« on: December 29, 2003, 10:16:13 pm »

I dont think i've posted any of my poems here before. i write poems all the time. this one i wrote on Christmas. Its not that great, but if u read it right it seems to flow. Just thought I'd share, and test out this part of the board.

Brave

If I could tell you just one thing
If I were brave
And gave this up
If I came through
And just told you
What would I get?
With condescending time
Even if I left
You behind
How would I feel?
How could I win?
And be okay
Everyday
If only I was brave
And just could say
I love you