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Creative Endeavors / Constalations and Sad Reservations
« on: August 15, 2005, 04:14:43 pm »
I think to myself
That I think too hard
As you sit here with me
And as you push me off
I know it's my fault
But you made me do it
And I just cant stop
Wishing I didnt blow it
Youre like a faint star in the sky
No one could touch you
But theyre trying all the time
And sadly for me
I'm one of "they"
I'm supposed to belong to you
But that's just a stupid game
I fake smiles and lie
To people I know
When then ask casually
How it's been going
Cause the real truth isnt meant to be known
Sympathy's my poison
But youre the antidote
Wake me up when it's December again
And the cold would be welcome
I wouldnt care
Better cold outside
Than cold in my mind
Summer doesnt matter
When you search and can't find
You're so beautiful when you sleep
Dark lashes fall over dark cheeks
I can't help but stare and think
That I wouldnt mind being those sheets
But the closest I'll be
Is a line in a sad song
Go ahead love
Break me again
Do whatever you want
Just please hold my hand
I know it's my fault
But you made me do it
God knows I hate thinking this way
But you're all that I have
You make me bleed
And then warch me scream
But I'll come right back
To take another for the team
Please tell me you love me
And I'll say I'm sorry
For the millionth time
Then back at it again
Tonight I'll stay awake
And count all the stars in the sky
Then wish they could all be for you
That I think too hard
As you sit here with me
And as you push me off
I know it's my fault
But you made me do it
And I just cant stop
Wishing I didnt blow it
Youre like a faint star in the sky
No one could touch you
But theyre trying all the time
And sadly for me
I'm one of "they"
I'm supposed to belong to you
But that's just a stupid game
I fake smiles and lie
To people I know
When then ask casually
How it's been going
Cause the real truth isnt meant to be known
Sympathy's my poison
But youre the antidote
Wake me up when it's December again
And the cold would be welcome
I wouldnt care
Better cold outside
Than cold in my mind
Summer doesnt matter
When you search and can't find
You're so beautiful when you sleep
Dark lashes fall over dark cheeks
I can't help but stare and think
That I wouldnt mind being those sheets
But the closest I'll be
Is a line in a sad song
Go ahead love
Break me again
Do whatever you want
Just please hold my hand
I know it's my fault
But you made me do it
God knows I hate thinking this way
But you're all that I have
You make me bleed
And then warch me scream
But I'll come right back
To take another for the team
Please tell me you love me
And I'll say I'm sorry
For the millionth time
Then back at it again
Tonight I'll stay awake
And count all the stars in the sky
Then wish they could all be for you