hmmm. NICE.
Two interesting points:
1. The bit about the cities and the whole letter bit. Very hmmmmm.
2. COULD SHE PLEASE TELL US WHAT THE FRACKIN SICKNESS WAS THAT SHE KEEPS TALKING ABOUT?? I HATE THAT WHEN I HEAR 'HEAR THE BELLS' I'M ALWAYS HAUNTED BY THIS SICKNESS.
Ok. No more ALL CAPS.
But what does she mean by health deteriorating? Why is she so cryptic? Vanessa please please please let this be something blah. Nothing serious. Why would her stomach ache? Up the stairs and the third floor?
Why?
Joey, I think she's choosing to keep that private. She's allowed to. And, a few months ago, there was an awkward interviewer that asked if she had some sort of depression, and V said yes. Maybe that's the illness. If so, it's understandable why she keeps it to herself.
Yea, we should let her keep to herself on this one(:
I know, we should. But I was just thinking off the worst
. And I know we shouldn't think about such things. I mean she looks healthy. No serious weight loss or anything. So, it's nothing terminal.
And maybe yeah... the stomach ache is just a metaphorical way of saying something? It's just that HTB is so haunting (and I've had it on repeat over the last couple of days) and the words just... I dunno. It worries me.
I'm a worried NESSAholic who's typing this out at work.
But. Yeah. Poison running through her. Stomach aches. I'll console myself with it just being depression. And secretly pray it's just a song and nothing serious...
Or WAIT.
I've said this before. Maybe it was that dog bite. I've heard of people getting rabies vaccinations on their stomachs. So... maybe?
Wow. This is quiet a little monolgue I have going on here.
I'll stop. Please don't ban me.