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Creative Endeavors / Serenade (song i wrote for someone) tell me if its ok :)

« on: August 12, 2003, 05:49:31 pm »

Serenade



When i close my eyes
i think of you
but i know tonight
you think of her too

I breathe upon your face
and once imagined this
now we're in a place
where we both wanna be
I tried so hard
and prayed that you'd come
Maybe the feeling i have today
is your dreams inside of me



If you have a little faith and know whats true
There's that one love waiting there for you
but til that day comes i'll be by your side always
and sing to your heart that sweet song i serenade

Only time will past
if you wish and believe
That your fear inside of you
can heal up and leave
Don't give up to what you feel
No she can not tell you
and she didn't even see
the way that you cared
the pain she left ,
the one you share with me

If you have a little faith and know whats true
There's that one love waiting there for you
but til that day comes i'll be by your side always
and sing to your heart that sweet song i serenade

my heart goes on again and again
when you mean more to me
then just the wind beneath my wings
and in my life i never dreamed for anything
but that infinite love god will bring

If you have a little faith and know whats true
There's that one love waiting there for you
but til that day comes i'll be by your side always
and sing to your heart (oh oh oh) by singing to your heart
that sweet song i serenade

so what do you think? does it sound ok ?and  be honest please :?:  :?

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Creative Endeavors / "dont stop"

« on: August 10, 2003, 11:41:18 am »

Now you're standing there making mistakes and
Telling me you can't face our love anymore
I'm tired of all the insincerity,and if you don't care
the way you said you felt about me,
what did you tell me all those things for
But i had a feeling,when the times we were kissin
that i knew your love was gonna be my addiction
I can't stop , I won't stop
Cause i'm missing more then you know
Hold me, Show me, Tell me
Do you think you can let this go?
There aint no doubt to what i wanna do
Its only gonna take a minute to truly show you
and when we share that love we both got
thats when we'll take it slow and don't stop
Now that we are together, cmon' let's try it
we've been waiting for this moment forever,
so baby please don't even try to deny it
and its the best you'll ever get from me
so hurry up and let's take a ride in this ecstasy
I can't stop, I won't stop
Cause i'm missing more then you know
Hold me, Show me, Tell me
Do you think you can let this go?
There aint no doubt to what i wanna do
Its only gonna take a minute to truly show you
and when we share that love we both got
thats when we'll take it slow and don't stop
Gonna give all my all to you
Gonna love you the way i do
because when i look you in the eye,all i see is deja vu
I can't stop, I won't stop
cause i'm missing more then you know
Hold me , show me, tell me
Do you think you can let this go?
There aint no doubt to what i wanna do
Its only gonna take a minute to truly show you
and when we share that love we both got
thats when we'll take it slow and don't stop
I can't stop, I won't stop
cause i'm miissing more then you know
Hold me, Show me, Tell me
Do you think you can let this go?
There aint no doubt to what i wanna do
Its only gonna take a minute to truly show you
and when we share that love we both got
thats when we'll take it slow and don't stop
Yeah,don't stop

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Creative Endeavors / "So into you"

« on: August 10, 2003, 08:25:38 am »

I'm dreaming of you once again
and feeling the emotions inside of me
You're telling me lies that i don't wanna hear
but let's make it right, and let's make it sincere
I'd love to get to know you, don't let her stand in our way
I got so much things i wanna tell you and this is what i say
I'm not denying it because now i wanna be,
closer to you, and no longer your fantasy,
and i wanna give you my heart by ,asking you
now do you wanna be with me?
but then you just tear it apart,
and i don't know what else to do
for being so into you
When you were alone and i came to your rescue
You fell in my arms and said you loved me too
but what happen to those days and why aren't you sure
oh baby, i wanna have you tonight, you're my only cure
so please look into my eyes and see that i want a second chance,so
let me back in your life so we can share the things we had all over again
I'm not denying it because now i wanna be,
closer to you, and no longer your fantasy,
and i wanna give you my heart by , asking you
now do you wanna be with me?
but then you just tear it apart,
and i don't know what else to do
for being so into you
I'm almost awake but the dream isn't over
cause there's no doubt of what i feel within,
I can't make you admit the way you feel about me,but
baby my love for you is here and not about to end,
You saturated my soul but left me alone without a reason
and someday you'll be back to me but i won't be there to pick up the pieces
I'm not denying it because now i wanna be,
closer to you, and no longer your fantasy,
and i wanna give you my heart by, asking you
now do you wanna be with me?
but then you just tear it apart,
and i don't know what else to do
for being so into you
I was So into You..
So into Yoooouu
yeah mmm mmmmm yeah
I was so into You...
So into You

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Creative Endeavors / Another song i wrote (take me)

« on: August 09, 2003, 07:43:02 pm »

I've been waiting for you to call
and ask myself if you'll ever repay me
then i keep throwing things at the wall
because i can't stand the way you hate me
Could you fake it when i cry
and not break me
Could you kiss me before i die
and not forsake me
Could you tell me its a lie
that you won't take me
I'm walking in the town
thinking of how you mistreated me
I'm standing near a clown
He keeps making faces
and when i hit him in the eye
i see yourself looking wasted
Could you fake it when i cry
and not break me
Could you kiss me before i die
and not forsake me
Could you tell me its a lie
that you wont take me
And i'm laughing at myself
I'm looking at myself, telling myself
that i wanna be with you
you don't even care how i feel
and that i'm losing myself in so much misery
when i got in my car
you were sitting with her ,making out with her,so
I ran over myself, yelling for help, because you went to far
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah oh oh
I keep losing myself, i keep telling myself
I keep losing myself, i keep telling myself
OH YEAH OH OH OHHHH
Just take me

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Creative Endeavors / one of my song i wrote "meant to be us"

« on: August 09, 2003, 07:20:13 pm »

I've been searching for this day
and with everything i say or do
I never felt this way
until that minute i was looking at you
Its meant to be me
Its meant to be you
Its meant for all the things we both went through
Its meant to be we
Its meant to be all the things we see
baby lets just hold on to what we feel
because its meant to be us and its meant to be real
You told me you loved me
and i held you so tight
because the moment we shared
between us was oh so right
Maybe its me
Maybe its you
Please tell me you feel the same way i do
Its meant to be me
Its meant to be you
Its meant for all the things we both went through
Its meant to be we
Its meant to be all the things we see
baby lets just hold on to what we feel
because its meant to be us and its meant to be real
We are so lucky to have this together
please don't leave me , its now or never
I find this really hard to believe
now that it is here, but we should hold on
and let go of what we fear
Its meant to be me
Its meant to be you
Its meant for all the things we both went through
Its meant to be we
Its meant to be all the things we see
baby lets just hold on to what we feel
because its meant to be us and its meant to be real
yeah its gotta be real
Can you deal?
Its meant to be shown
Its meant to be good
oh no i don't want this to be gone
baby lets just hold on to what we feel
because its meant to be us and its meant to be real

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Creative Endeavors / The Movies:Carrie 3 (script i wrote)

« on: August 07, 2003, 09:05:34 pm »

CUT TO:

     INT. Recess
Shy and brave Cassie holds her books tightly and sits on bench
where a gang of crowd was just staring at her as they move away..
  Cassie:   *bites on her apple* and looks away towards the trees
beginning to read her book
When suddenly....
Two girls come walking towards her whispering in each others ear laughing
Kathy:
Hey cassie! whats the matter? you look...depress!
Run out of tampons?
Her and the other girl starts laughing like they just heard a joke by eddie murphy..
Cassie trys to ignore them by moving to the other side
Kathy:
Hey cassie! where ya goin?
i was talking to you ugly bitch!
Cassie:
*moans*
wierdos
Kathy hears this and walks up closer to her.

Kathy:
what the hell did you just say little girl?

Cassie:
Whats it to you?
Kathy:
oh no you're gonna get it!

(knocks cassie's books down)

Alright lets do this!
Cassie falls on the ground ducking as they throw tampons at her.
Kathy is throwing like crazy..
Cassie:
Ok Ok i am sorry please stop...i didnt mean to say anything i am sorry!
The two girls run out of tampons and then...
a hand strangles kathy 's neck wider to notice it was principal homer simpson
Homer Simpson: Uh, what seems to be the fucking problem?
Kathy:
um nothing at all sir..nothing at all
Homer Simpson: So a tampon just flew on my head out of nowhere?
Kathy:
Yes Bart....umm i mean homer simpson

Homer Simpson:
Thats it..you two are coming with me NOW!
CUT TO:

     INT. PRINCIPAL'S OFFICE - DAY
 Sitting on the desk is Homer before him are the two girls.

Homer Simpson:
   Because of your rude attitude you will NOT
be seeing "ATTACK of The Simpsons" friday night. NO MOVIES!
ThE two girls sigh staring at each other angrily.
Kathy:
WHAT?!! you so cant do that..youre our principal not our father!
Homer Simpson:
ITS my movie! my desicion has been made..you may now go!
EXT. PRINCIPAL'S OFFICE

Kathy:
This is Lame!
Connie:
All because of that bitch cassie!
Kathy: what are we going to do?
Connie: i have the greatest idea!
CUT TO:

     INT. HALLWAY

Kathy runs with excitement to the vending machine as she sees cassie walking down the hall slowly.
Connie: oh look its tampon girl!
Kathy: Bitch.
Connie:Do you have a dime?
Kathy: For what?
Connie:Well this is my idea, we get a whole bunch of butterfingers and give them to principal homer simpson, that way he will forgive us and we can go to te movies friday night!
Kathy: thats the most lamiest shit i ever heard..
Connie: oh yea got a better idea?
Kathy: yes. instead of going to the movies..we'll go trash that serial killer's sister house instead
Connie: omg great idea you're a genuis..what serial killer though?!
Kathy: Carrie White..thats her sister the one that went nuts and burned down the school back in the day..
Connie: haha oh yeah she was a whacko i heard..believing she had some supernatural powers..
Kathy: Maybe we should ask tommy to bring her to the movies instead
Connie: yeah! and we can throw blood on her and stuff...
Kathy:uh huh thats exactly what happen to her sister..lets do it our way though..hmm we'll pull pranks on her and when you see some sort of butcher knife flying thats when you start running ok?
Connie: ok! We're good
The two girls starts giggling staring at Cassie horribly rolling there eye
walking towards cassie's locker spraying "cassie has p.m.s on it"
CUT TO:

     INT. STUDENT COUNSILLOR'S OFFICE
Cassie is sitting in a chair talking with the conselor Bugs Bunny

Bugs bunny:
what up doc?
Cassie:Ive been depress lately ..everyone hates me in school, i have no friends, i'm a loser.
Bugs bunny:So, cassie do you try to hurt yourself in anyway?
Cassie:
Yes sometimes
Bugs Bunny:
Why?
Cassie:
Life sucks
Bugs bunny:
why do you say that cassie?
Cassie:
because it do for me..you wouldnt understand you are a looney bunny..you live in a hole and all you eat is carrots
Bugs Bunny:
Ok cassie well lets move on to something else
Cassie:
ok doc
Bugs bunny:
Have you ever heard of rachel lang?
Cassie:
Rachel Lang? no i dont think so
Bugs bunny:
heh everyone knows about her..
Cassie:
oh! the girl with the tatoo who f*cked jason london!
Bugs bunny:yes she is your sister
Cassie:huh..how so?
Bugs Bunny: you're also related to carrie white..you all have the same father
cassie:oh?
Bugs Bunny:they both inherited telekinesis from your mom
they both used it to destroy
Cassie: may the force be with you?
Bugs bunny: no not that kind of force were talking..
Cassie: anyway, what are you saying i have telekinesis too?

Bugs bunny:
maybe
Cassie: I cant believe you're saying this doc
Bugs bunny: cassie lets try this
cassie:alright what?
Bugs bunny takes out a carrot and places it on the desk
Bugs bunny:i want you to focus on that carrot...c mon focus

Cassie stares at the carrot trying to center all her attenton around it


Bugs bunny :now empty your head put all your thoughts to it *pauses*
cassie stares at the carrot
bugs bunny: now use your emotions and thoughts to break that carrot
*the carrot begins to move*

Nothing happens yet but it starts to move closely
Bugs bunny: good good!*dances*
Now break it cassie!
The carrot rises in the air and breaks into half then falls on the floor..
Cassie looks up shock
Cassie: what the hell...
Bugs bunny: *eats carrot*
Thats good doc...thats one way of using your telekenisis!
the other way of course is the dangerous and violent way..thats more destructive of course
Cassie: are you going to show me that way?
Bugs bunny: i dont need to shwo you that one...besides you'll know when it hits ya
Cassie: ok..whatever you say
Bugs bunny: *looks atthe time*
well we got a few mins left till this session ends.Are you going to the movies  tonight?
Cassie: i heard the movie was going to be good but i have no date..i hate going alone...
Bugs Bunny:oh dont worry i'm sure someone will ask you out.
Cassie: *blushes*I don't know about...
There's a knock at the door.
 INT. SCHOOLYARD

Cassie is sitting by the wall nea a bench reading a book..she sees a shadow and looks up..


Tommy: Hi Cassie
Cassie:Hey
Tommy: i was wondering if you like to go to the movies
with me?..oh cool well pick you up at 8 cya!
He walks away without having a conversation..cassie stares at him confusingly
Tommy runs to kathy who has been waiting and nods at her
                                                                         

     INT.  The Movies-Night
To be contiuned

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Completely Off-Topic / RIP Magrat =(

« on: August 06, 2003, 05:07:37 pm »

awww..magrat looks scary lol no offense though *cringes*..but um yea i'm sorry matt..hope you are feeling alright! :wink:

hehe...*1,000 hugs for you* :wink:  :razz:

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Creative Endeavors / Another one of my poems

« on: August 06, 2003, 09:09:37 am »

of course not...but it still sounds a bit ..i dont know...it just isnt a poem....

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Creative Endeavors / Another one of my poems

« on: August 06, 2003, 06:50:53 am »

thats not a poem silly...lol

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Polls / *Topanga!!*

« on: August 05, 2003, 06:38:42 pm »

I like them all, but Eric is my favorite, he is fine! = )

Hell Yes! he is so cute! :wink: and hes very witty too! i love him!

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Polls / *Topanga!!*

« on: August 05, 2003, 04:32:26 pm »

ha..my favorite will always be eric because he is funny , cute and well he's FUNNY!..hehe

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Completely Off-Topic / AHHhhhhh!I just woke up from a dream about blackvulture!!!!!

« on: August 03, 2003, 01:35:52 pm »

thats funny matt because i'm not usually in a hurry for anything..lol

but um ok! ....

*feels happy that people dreams of her* :wink:

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Completely Off-Topic / AHHhhhhh!I just woke up from a dream about blackvulture!!!!!

« on: August 03, 2003, 12:19:19 pm »

ah yes..i threw a cat in his face...hehe


oh really matt?..lol did you tell me hi..

p.s. oh yah right...vulture..you just get a butcher knife..i'll sleep with an ax next time..haha

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Completely Off-Topic / AHHhhhhh!I just woke up from a dream about blackvulture!!!!!

« on: August 03, 2003, 06:15:42 am »

Lol i'm serious....he was trying to kill me with a toothpick and i kept running in my dream..there was no escape.......i ran through the woods, i crossed trains and city lights, and i even ran through houses....he was going psycho...omg it was funny and scary at the same time.....i even threw a cat in his face and then i like stop for a sec. at this drive- in dancing on  a car....and there he was again with the toothpick and there i went running again......thank god i woke up because i so do NOT want to know what happen..ahhh! sorry blackvulture...Lol very weird stuff.

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Polls / What Kind of Shampoo Do You Prefer?

« on: August 02, 2003, 05:11:13 pm »

tresemme  :wink: and sometimes clairol or loreal