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General Vanessa Carlton Discussion / Re:

« on: August 11, 2004, 09:27:20 pm »

I was so excited for her premiere! I love the song and the video! Beautiful!! She was adorable on TRL today!

I thoughter Harmonium was coming out on September 28th, they changed it to October 19th? :roll:

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Polls / Re: Chinese food

« on: August 08, 2004, 04:36:58 pm »

I love the chicken & brocoli and the vegetable soup!

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Polls / Re:

« on: August 08, 2004, 04:35:08 pm »

August 30th, 2004

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Polls / Re:

« on: August 08, 2004, 04:31:13 pm »

I would have to say "Twilight"

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General Vanessa Carlton Discussion / Re:

« on: August 08, 2004, 04:11:32 pm »

Thanks for posting this!

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General Vanessa Carlton Discussion / Official White Houses Release Date Information

« on: July 09, 2004, 07:56:06 am »

I thought Harmonium was supposed to come out on July 13th and still the single isn't even out...what's going on?

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Creative Endeavors / Slipped Through My Fingers (poem)

« on: July 03, 2004, 11:37:41 pm »

Slipped Through My Fingers

One of the most amazing things to me
Is how easy life can pass you by
If only we had that magical rewind button
We could make it how you would today
And live with ourselves guiltless
But would we ever learn?
Without mistakes we are damages waiting to be happened
Knowledge that has been thrown away

But there are those times when you would risk it all
To change a moment
A minute
An hour
The time that this particular experience took place
I feel wasted,
Left out and missed
He was right there
No one was around
Minutes before the bell
I could've done it

He asked me out so many times
And I shamefully declined
What was I thinking?
What was my reason?
The reason is so pathetic
I cringe when I think of it
Because if I would've experienced his touch
His feelings
The way he is when he's alone
I could've had the greatest love of all
Change and acceptance
Romance and teenagehood
Being there for each other
Opposites attract and complete loyalty

Now I lie in bed craving his lips on mine
Long, open-mouth
Tongue thrusting kisses
Nights without sleep because of this need
I see this girl with him and every step she takes I follow
I could be walking where her foot hits the ground
When I see the comfort she gives him
The tears just roll right down
I want to be that to him
Why didn't I do this?
He did everything I wanted
What did I expect?
I am angered with myself more each day
I will eternally hate this part of me for as long as I live
Until I conquer this feeling of need for him
I will think about him undyingly
About how his smile melted my heart
My cheeks would resemble red roses
And he would always notice that
She said I glowed of joy around this person I love so much
The times of giddiness and the times of weak knees
All those things could've deepened
But now I sadly know that
He and it has slipped through my fingers

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Creative Endeavors / Re:

« on: June 27, 2004, 08:29:19 pm »

Yeah, I love the last part also...it's so "TAKE THAT!" and IN YOUR FACE... :lol:

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Creative Endeavors / As Cool As You (poem)

« on: June 27, 2004, 07:59:07 pm »

So I guess we all can't be as cool as you
We can't all obsess of our clothes and posessions
We can't all have your greatness and obsessions
But you say we should atleast try
Why?
So we don't have to cry over the things you say?
Your words don't mean a thing to me
So, go on
Bust your nut to make me feel like shit
It won't work and you'll go crazy 'cause of it
That's when I'll smile and know that all the while
You're the one who's missin' out
On what life could be if you just stop,
Look,
Listen,
To what it's all about

Yeah,
I should buy clothes I can get for less
I should drive and pray not to crash
I should listen to your every word
And take in what you're so-called intelligence applies
But all I hear is fuckin' lies
Come out of that trap you call perfect lips
When you strut 'round the room
When for real, no gives a shit
You are nothing but a dumb bitch
Who wanders for someone to trash
Well, when Nessa and I roll by in our car
You'll sit and wonder
Who's really the star?
Is it me? Is it them?
Couldn't be, for they didn't take my lead

Blah, blah
Waa, waa
Boo-fuckin'-hoo
I hate you
Ooh, that makes you feel bad
I don't care
When I see you
All I want to do is spit
You stupid shit
And we'll taunt with an evil grin just for you
"Gee, if only we were as cool as you."

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Other Musicians / My Tori Amos forum

« on: June 25, 2004, 05:13:20 pm »

Hey everyone, my friend and I have a Tori Amos message board that we would love for you to join, so come on and see what it's about if you're a Tori fan (Ears With Feet):

http://p197.ezboard.com/bblackwingedroses

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Creative Endeavors / She Is Not

« on: June 24, 2004, 09:29:53 pm »

She Is Not

This happens far too often
Why do I do this to myself?
People aren't that great Julie!
You can never replace the woman that haunts you
The expectations are set too high
You think you've found the one
You are a very very dumb girl if so
She's not who you thought
She has flaws you know
Flaws that people have
You are more superficial than her if you expect this

You thought she could be like her
She's not
You thought you had a lot in common
You don't
You act different around her
Why is that?
Don't make yourself over for anyone
Stand up and speak your mind
Replaced?
She is not
New and better?
She is not

So what?
Who cares?
She is still close to you, right?
You can stand up to her, right?
No, she is higher on the scale
She could break you faster than you know
She knows too much
I reveal so much
She reveals so little
Or does she reveal at all?
Am I playing more of the role than her?
Am I asking her and she is not asking me
Am I just another one in her book?
Does she talk about me behind my back just like she talks about them to me
Loyalty?
Where does her's lie?
I don't know...maybe that's just the word
Lie

What you want?
She is not
What you need?
She is not
Replaced?
She is not
New and better?
She is not

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