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Introduce Yourself / All your pictures!
« on: June 13, 2004, 12:53:55 pm »
Hey everyone, post a pic of yourself.

Here's mine:


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Creative Endeavors / Re:
« on: June 13, 2004, 12:45:38 pm »
I'm a brunette.   :lol:

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Creative Endeavors / Stuck (poem)
« on: June 13, 2004, 12:21:11 pm »
Stuck

For some strange reason
You stuck to me
I always felt a connection to you
I don't know why I feel this way
There was no initial attraction
But your reaction keeps the action
What will you do next?
You're unpredictible
I don't know what to expect
You say you like your women dark-haired
I smile and project
Sharing myself with you still keeps you in your place
Sarcasm is our language
Loners is our race
I look forward to you everyday
Do you wait to see me?
I hope I cross your mind sometimes
'Cause you always feel close to me
Maybe I'm just overreacting
Like I do often
But now that you are here
Should I try?
Or should I die again?
I thought I learned my lesson with your type of guys
We're so different
Wait, scratch that
Maybe you're not exactly what you seem
I'm willing to learn more about you
Are you too?
You're in my head is what you are
Fuck!
I'm just
Stuck

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Creative Endeavors / Re:
« on: June 13, 2004, 09:37:07 am »
Thank you!

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Creative Endeavors / It's Possible (poem)
« on: June 12, 2004, 08:18:19 pm »
It's Possible

I can tell you anything
I haven't had that freedom in years
You bring out the old me I've missed
I feel exciting again
I've come out of my hiding
I never thought I would have another
Best friend
But who would've known
It's possible?

It's possible
For my heart that was empty to be filled in a new way
It's possible
For someone else to fill the space that has been so vacant
It's possible
For another chick to laugh and share the same interests as I
And now I am overwhelmed with this feeling
I thank you for all the things you've been dealing
It's possible

You have such a great respect and heart
I can't believe this is my new start
I thank God to have you in my life
I truly cannot imagine a strife
Between the two of us

You probably don't even know what you've done
It's the little things that make you the one
That will bring me joy
And cruise for boys
And watch our shows
And talk for hours
You're my best friend
That will never end
A new beginning
I love you so much
It's possible

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Creative Endeavors / Irony (poem)
« on: June 11, 2004, 08:11:30 am »
Irony

This letter was given to me without my knowledge of it's power
Until I opened up the thrice folded treasure that read pure beauty and rawness
My heart raced
I loved every pencil mark on this note
But it was so bittersweet
He's hard to read
I only want him as a friend
But, damnit, I've been there before and fear that I will bring the same pain I've had before
Now everything has changed
Our friendship is rearranged
And I dread tomorrow to face myself on the other side of the room
My heart hurts but is also warm
I'm sorry for this irony

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Creative Endeavors / Painting The Sky
« on: June 11, 2004, 08:11:05 am »
Painting The Sky

This dream - I don't forget it
But it flashes a blur in my mind's glowing eye
Some kind of love haunted me that night
My spine trickled and arms shook
I felt like running
Who was with me?
Was it God or my future, past, present?
Was it another dimension that is only reached when unconciously sleeping in clouded dreams
Where you can see yourself and believe?
Someone painted the sparkling night sky with an angel sitting on a crescent moon with swirls of white fluffy clouds that move around her faerie-like look
The stars like glitter
The sky - navy blue
The slideshow-looking image across my sky that I believe others saw
I have it tattooed on another layer of my skin and I wondered what that soul was thinking while painting the sky

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Creative Endeavors / I Believe You (poem)
« on: June 09, 2004, 06:09:48 pm »
I Believe You

Janet, my love
I would've loved you either way
Never changed my good thoughts of you
Janet, my love
Some people don't know how much you truly care
People are too protective of things that don't matter and punish good people for being real
To express sexuality is frowned upon to many
But some agree
Don't let them hurt you
You deserve respect
I'm always here if you feel fear
I wish I could hug you and let you know
I believe you

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Creative Endeavors / You Left Without My Knowledge (poem)
« on: June 09, 2004, 06:07:32 pm »
You Left Without My Knowledge

Strange, the way you both left without my knowledge
If I knew you'd leave I might have said what I needed to say
You are both gone in different forms
But ironically both left the same
My eyes became dull and stared into a dream as it hit me in 2 ways that you were both gone
She left after a few days
Wonder and a confirmation
He left with a 1st semester absent realization
I got chills up my arms
And my toes curled
My eyebrows quivered and you left
Long before I knew
You left without my knowledge
You left with my heart
She left but created a permanent tattoo in my dreams
He left and left a question in my mind
I call to them both before I fall asleep each night
I know now
Now that you left without my knowledge

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Creative Endeavors / The Life They Live (poem)
« on: June 09, 2004, 06:06:53 pm »
The Life They Live

It's just the life they live
They need someone to understand
To comfort them
Because no one else will
The parents don't pay attention to their children
Their friends are so superficial
That they get warped
They're insecure
And so unsure
And they feel like shit today
And tomorrow will be the same
And it's

Just the life they live
That's why they act this way
See, you call them all bad
But that's the only idea
They've ever had
Save their life
Someone
Save their life
Maybe I should try harder
To save their life
Because when I ask the question at the end they say
It's just the life I live
Because
It's just the life they life

A lot of people seem to wonder
Why they act this way
Could it be their just bad apples and spoil the day?
Well, if they had a little more guidance
They might've succeeded more
So you tell me, what would you do
If you were in their shoes?

And you can count on me
To be there for you
And I truly care
And I am here
Forgiving you for the things
I didn't understand before
But now I'm takin' it all in
You are beautiful within
And it's
Just the life they live

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Creative Endeavors / I Was Here (poem)
« on: June 09, 2004, 06:06:20 pm »
I Was Here

Everywhere I've been echoes
I've walked this path before
So many places
So much time
Oh, time

It's so strange how time works
I remember everything
My hands are filled with gold dust
It hits me softly that
I was here

Ridgewood pool, our place
So many swims
So many memories
Outside my house
So much fun
So many memories
I'm not alone with you
Everywhere we went
We were here

I walked down the hall to where we were
We almost kissed
David, it's all our's
Our place
No one else's
Room 137
6th hour
I loved our time
Our flits
Our fun
I miss you
The old you
We were there

"One with her hands open
'Don't be afraid' she said
'No one will know - just you and me'
And when it's over
I'll go back"

"You're just too used to my honey now"

Oh, time
I was here


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"One with her hands open 'Don't be afraid' she said 'No one will know - just you and me' And when it's over I'll go back" is written by Tori Amos in her song, "The Pool" on her "Winter" single.

"You're just too used to my honey now" is written by Tori Amos in her song, "Honey" on her "Cornflake Girl" single and her UK "Pretty Good Year" (part 2) single.

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Creative Endeavors / Missing Out (poem)
« on: June 09, 2004, 06:05:35 pm »
Missing Out

I missed the dances
I missed my chances
I'm single
One friend there
On friend here
The circle hates me
Especially the center
I can't get through
I'm not shy
But yet, I'm always left out
I had many tries
But I wasted my time
I could've done things differently
Made myself prouder
Lived for the moment
I'm too scared
I don't know why
So tell me
Am I missing out?
I just missed my shot
I really think I'm missing out

I can't imagine myself doing such things
Only in fantasies
Popularity...
What does that mean?
I don't do what I'm assumed
My heart screams
JUST SAY IT!
JUST DO IT!
But my damn nerves say no
I'm an OCD freak
Worrier
Somewhat dependent
Overprotected
Secretly insecure
My confidence fronts

I don't stand up to the bitches
They might grow longer nails
Their lipstick only consists of a knife
The burning inside
That's just life
For a raisin girl
I need my comfort
I need to feed
I'll get more self-concious with every bite
It's my choice
My thoughts - they crazily gather
It's crowded in my head
So tell me
Am I missing out?
I truly think I'm missing out

Will the lights ever glow?
Will the music ever flow?
Will I see the look on my face?
Can I achieve
This fantastic dream?
I think I'm really missing out

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Post the most beautiful pic of Vanessa in your opinion.

Here's mine:



check the sticky thread -Vulturemod

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Polls / Re:
« on: June 04, 2004, 05:09:54 pm »
I have 3 dogs (one died).  Chip (the one that died) is 14 now.  Dixie is 10, and Colby is 2.

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Polls / Re:
« on: June 04, 2004, 05:05:26 pm »
Your reading the typings of a 121 words a minute typist.

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