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General Vanessa Carlton Discussion / Re:
« on: June 04, 2004, 04:43:07 pm »
Definitely "Unsung".
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General Vanessa Carlton Discussion / Re:
« on: June 04, 2004, 04:40:26 pm »
Teen People suck. Especially if they diss my 2 women, Christina Aguilera and Vanessa Carlton.
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Creative Endeavors / Your Song (poem)
« on: May 31, 2004, 01:25:35 pm »
Your Song
With just one lyric
One sound
She can release your emotion
Music is amazing
Music is miraculous
Music is my heart
Music is our souls
She inspires to no limit
She pours you out
She's addictive
She's contagious
She's in our minds
I felt her in my heart
That beat
Those words
That melody
The voice
The voices
No matter the circumstances
Any song can be your song
Anything on your mind
She can decipher your message
We share a bond with her
And she will never let go
She will always relate
So dont' look far for yourself
She's waiting around the corner
Any song can be your song
"Genius to fall asleep to your tape last night
Sounds go through the muscles."
And any song can be your song
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"Genius to fall asleep to your tape last night
Sounds go through the muscles." is written by Bjork from her song, "Headphones" on her album, POST
With just one lyric
One sound
She can release your emotion
Music is amazing
Music is miraculous
Music is my heart
Music is our souls
She inspires to no limit
She pours you out
She's addictive
She's contagious
She's in our minds
I felt her in my heart
That beat
Those words
That melody
The voice
The voices
No matter the circumstances
Any song can be your song
Anything on your mind
She can decipher your message
We share a bond with her
And she will never let go
She will always relate
So dont' look far for yourself
She's waiting around the corner
Any song can be your song
"Genius to fall asleep to your tape last night
Sounds go through the muscles."
And any song can be your song
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"Genius to fall asleep to your tape last night
Sounds go through the muscles." is written by Bjork from her song, "Headphones" on her album, POST
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Creative Endeavors / But You Said (poem)
« on: May 31, 2004, 01:25:06 pm »
But You Said
We were online
You said you were drunk
I didn't believe it
And it felt as though
You typed slow
The letters formed
3 words too overwhelming for me eyes
"I love you"
I sat in shock
Staring into your text
I wanted to jump through the screen
Kiss you until I can't breathe
Then realized that you might lie
I told you, no
Dont' say unless you mean
You replied with
I'm serious, Julie
I didn't believe you
Now that I reminise
I think it might be true
My analysis exists
But you're not here
It's been over a year
But you said you loved me
But you said, "I love you."
Anothe ronline chat
Again, I sat
Loving each moment of our communication
You playfully fooled me and somehow I just knew the next words
"KISS YOU"
So why didn't you??
I asked you to
I wanted you to
WHY?
I wan it as I want life
ERR!
Fuck you David!
Look what you'd done!
I'm obsessed
But you said you loved me!
But you said you'd kiss me
But you said,
"I love you."
But you said...
We were online
You said you were drunk
I didn't believe it
And it felt as though
You typed slow
The letters formed
3 words too overwhelming for me eyes
"I love you"
I sat in shock
Staring into your text
I wanted to jump through the screen
Kiss you until I can't breathe
Then realized that you might lie
I told you, no
Dont' say unless you mean
You replied with
I'm serious, Julie
I didn't believe you
Now that I reminise
I think it might be true
My analysis exists
But you're not here
It's been over a year
But you said you loved me
But you said, "I love you."
Anothe ronline chat
Again, I sat
Loving each moment of our communication
You playfully fooled me and somehow I just knew the next words
"KISS YOU"
So why didn't you??
I asked you to
I wanted you to
WHY?
I wan it as I want life
ERR!
Fuck you David!
Look what you'd done!
I'm obsessed
But you said you loved me!
But you said you'd kiss me
But you said,
"I love you."
But you said...
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Creative Endeavors / Can't Sleep At Night (poem)
« on: May 31, 2004, 01:24:14 pm »
Can't Sleep At Night!
Why do you always mock me little boy?
Well, you know I could knock you little boy!
I may be little
But I'm tough
I may not show it
But I can be rough
I'll put you in your place
Make you look at my face
See my discrace of you
How could I have loved you and not realize?
Your true colors - they come and go
But this time I'm truly sayin' no
Yeah, make fun of me
Kiss her lips
Rub it in
But you'll see what'll happen
You'll think about me
All day
You'll get hard at the sight of me
You'll wish for me when you look at her
Your bitterness took it's toll
I'm the only straight girl who'd probably say no
And I hope you roll around in bed
Trying to get me out of your head
You'll toss and turn
The memory of me will forever burn
Yeah, you'll want me back
And I bet you can't sleep at night!
Say it again
Make me feel ugly
You won't change
My self-esteem
I don't follow the flock
And you live by it
What a shame to be of that
You can only be good alone
But around others
You need a thrown
You must think you're slick
You must think you're smooth
I'd laugh if the whole school made fun of you
And I bet you can't sleep at night!
Why do you always mock me little boy?
Well, you know I could knock you little boy!
I may be little
But I'm tough
I may not show it
But I can be rough
I'll put you in your place
Make you look at my face
See my discrace of you
How could I have loved you and not realize?
Your true colors - they come and go
But this time I'm truly sayin' no
Yeah, make fun of me
Kiss her lips
Rub it in
But you'll see what'll happen
You'll think about me
All day
You'll get hard at the sight of me
You'll wish for me when you look at her
Your bitterness took it's toll
I'm the only straight girl who'd probably say no
And I hope you roll around in bed
Trying to get me out of your head
You'll toss and turn
The memory of me will forever burn
Yeah, you'll want me back
And I bet you can't sleep at night!
Say it again
Make me feel ugly
You won't change
My self-esteem
I don't follow the flock
And you live by it
What a shame to be of that
You can only be good alone
But around others
You need a thrown
You must think you're slick
You must think you're smooth
I'd laugh if the whole school made fun of you
And I bet you can't sleep at night!
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Creative Endeavors / Genius (poem)
« on: May 31, 2004, 01:23:35 pm »
Genius
Tori, you amaze me
Everything you say is true
And touches my soul
I'm overwhelmed by your voice and your message
You are a genius
You're beautiful inside and out
Your music is truthful and addictive
Your metaphors are perfect
And you analyze in a way no one else can
You've changed me in so many ways
You're a genius
I met you on that winter day in December
Your blue-green eyes looked into mine
It was bliss
I wanted to freeze that moment
We hugged
I love you
I said
"I love you so much."
Tori Amos,
You're a genius
Tori, you amaze me
Everything you say is true
And touches my soul
I'm overwhelmed by your voice and your message
You are a genius
You're beautiful inside and out
Your music is truthful and addictive
Your metaphors are perfect
And you analyze in a way no one else can
You've changed me in so many ways
You're a genius
I met you on that winter day in December
Your blue-green eyes looked into mine
It was bliss
I wanted to freeze that moment
We hugged
I love you
I said
"I love you so much."
Tori Amos,
You're a genius
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Creative Endeavors / I'm Confused (poem)
« on: May 31, 2004, 01:23:15 pm »
I'm Confused
The first time we talked I had no idea what affect you'd have on my life
The first time you smiled
I melted and fell in love
I don't know if you felt the same
But I know you felt something between us
Because you took your move
And I didn't know what to do
Because we're too different
But does that matter?
We could help each other
I could open your eyes
We could be together forever
But something's always holding me back
You wanted to start and as much as I tried I couldn't do it
I'm in love
And I don't know how or why
You aren't right for me
I'm confused
We had special places
That I can't bring back
I want to return I miss you so much
Your with her and I'm alone
So of course my jealousy takes control
But why am I jealous about what I turned down
Sometimes I'm so dumb
And scared to try
It's taken me a long time to come to terms with my heart's desire to shout out,
I love him!
I love you!, my sugar!
"Just bring me sugar!"
I wish I could just kiss you and get it over with
I'm confused
The first time we talked I had no idea what affect you'd have on my life
The first time you smiled
I melted and fell in love
I don't know if you felt the same
But I know you felt something between us
Because you took your move
And I didn't know what to do
Because we're too different
But does that matter?
We could help each other
I could open your eyes
We could be together forever
But something's always holding me back
You wanted to start and as much as I tried I couldn't do it
I'm in love
And I don't know how or why
You aren't right for me
I'm confused
We had special places
That I can't bring back
I want to return I miss you so much
Your with her and I'm alone
So of course my jealousy takes control
But why am I jealous about what I turned down
Sometimes I'm so dumb
And scared to try
It's taken me a long time to come to terms with my heart's desire to shout out,
I love him!
I love you!, my sugar!
"Just bring me sugar!"
I wish I could just kiss you and get it over with
I'm confused
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Creative Endeavors / Was That You? (poem)
« on: May 31, 2004, 01:22:54 pm »
Was That You?
Was that you
In the yellow shirt?
Was that you
With the high bonde ponytail and small distinctive eyes?
Was that you reading a book in that chair in that room?
I walked back and forth
Trying to see if infact you were my blankette friend
I could not tell and gave up
To walk to my class
I might be late
How can I think of class in a time like this!?
I tell a short version of our story - my story - whichever
Anyhow, my two new friends listen and say,
"Aw! I'm sorry."
They don't understand the seriousness of our dettachment
I get back to work
And try to paint you
But I can't get your face!
Come to me now before I die right here at this table
I silently cried
I ask God but there's no response for
Was that you I saw?
Was that really you?
Was that you?
A couple of days pass
And she was just a look-alike
Was that you
In the yellow shirt?
Was that you
With the high bonde ponytail and small distinctive eyes?
Was that you reading a book in that chair in that room?
I walked back and forth
Trying to see if infact you were my blankette friend
I could not tell and gave up
To walk to my class
I might be late
How can I think of class in a time like this!?
I tell a short version of our story - my story - whichever
Anyhow, my two new friends listen and say,
"Aw! I'm sorry."
They don't understand the seriousness of our dettachment
I get back to work
And try to paint you
But I can't get your face!
Come to me now before I die right here at this table
I silently cried
I ask God but there's no response for
Was that you I saw?
Was that really you?
Was that you?
A couple of days pass
And she was just a look-alike
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Creative Endeavors / Only In My Dreams (poem)
« on: May 24, 2004, 11:23:50 am »
Only In My Dreams
I've had this dream for many years
But each time I have it I think it's real
I'm happy in this dream
You're there
I'm there
And we're friends again
A new beginning
And it's hard
The reminise and update is fun
The pain and heartbreak of waking up and realizing it was a dream is unbarable
Sometimes you look different
Sometimes you're the same
You're always there
When I don't think of you during the day
You come to me in my dreams
And I think of you there
When I do think of you during the day
The gold dust comes sparkling back
But it quickly turns dark blue
And then I see you
Again
We're friends
Again
Only in my dreams
I'm always thinking of you
And where you are now
No other friend's come tclose to you
My blankette friend
You are unique
And irreplacable
I still have Charlie
And one time when I held him
I heard you breathe
I miss you so much
It hurts
It hurts and bleeds
Eternally
We didn't...
We could've...
I should've...
You shouldn't've
I need you
Only in my dreams
I've had this dream for many years
But each time I have it I think it's real
I'm happy in this dream
You're there
I'm there
And we're friends again
A new beginning
And it's hard
The reminise and update is fun
The pain and heartbreak of waking up and realizing it was a dream is unbarable
Sometimes you look different
Sometimes you're the same
You're always there
When I don't think of you during the day
You come to me in my dreams
And I think of you there
When I do think of you during the day
The gold dust comes sparkling back
But it quickly turns dark blue
And then I see you
Again
We're friends
Again
Only in my dreams
I'm always thinking of you
And where you are now
No other friend's come tclose to you
My blankette friend
You are unique
And irreplacable
I still have Charlie
And one time when I held him
I heard you breathe
I miss you so much
It hurts
It hurts and bleeds
Eternally
We didn't...
We could've...
I should've...
You shouldn't've
I need you
Only in my dreams
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Creative Endeavors / You're Not For Me (poem)
« on: May 24, 2004, 11:23:26 am »
You're Not For Me
A rocky start
A fast move in
You smiled
I melted
That's how it began
We flirt a lot
But not no more
I am gone
And she's who you adore
I watch you
Kissing her
And I know that
I could be her
You asked for me
And I declined
But the interesting thing is
I still wouldn't rewind
I gotta learn to deal with this
We're so different
Not alike
You turn me off
You turn me on
You're a light switch
I want to move on
You're shallow
Then what does that make me?
You're mean
Then what does that make me?
I don't know why I'm so attracted
I hated the way you acted
You're closed minded
I'm open minded
So what does that make us?
A mess!
You're not for me!
I'm not just after your looks
There's an undiscovered love about you
I wish I could let go
But I can't
Believe me
I've called "Talula" ya know?
My knees are weak
And I'm alert
It's hard to walk
I feel the hurt
You smile
I glow
Oh shit
Here we go!
Was he really that special?
Was there any depth?
I quesiton my obsession with all this "passion"
My idol has said and so have I,
"You'll never gain weight from a doughnut hole."
and "Sometimes you're nothing but meat!"
Yes
And you're
No
You're not for me!
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"You'll never gain weight from a doughnut hole." is written by Tori Amos in her song, "Doughnut Song" on her BOYS FOR PELE album.
"Sometimes you're nothing but meat!" is written by Tori Amos in her song, "Blood Roses" on her BOYS FOR PELE album.
A rocky start
A fast move in
You smiled
I melted
That's how it began
We flirt a lot
But not no more
I am gone
And she's who you adore
I watch you
Kissing her
And I know that
I could be her
You asked for me
And I declined
But the interesting thing is
I still wouldn't rewind
I gotta learn to deal with this
We're so different
Not alike
You turn me off
You turn me on
You're a light switch
I want to move on
You're shallow
Then what does that make me?
You're mean
Then what does that make me?
I don't know why I'm so attracted
I hated the way you acted
You're closed minded
I'm open minded
So what does that make us?
A mess!
You're not for me!
I'm not just after your looks
There's an undiscovered love about you
I wish I could let go
But I can't
Believe me
I've called "Talula" ya know?
My knees are weak
And I'm alert
It's hard to walk
I feel the hurt
You smile
I glow
Oh shit
Here we go!
Was he really that special?
Was there any depth?
I quesiton my obsession with all this "passion"
My idol has said and so have I,
"You'll never gain weight from a doughnut hole."
and "Sometimes you're nothing but meat!"
Yes
And you're
No
You're not for me!
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"You'll never gain weight from a doughnut hole." is written by Tori Amos in her song, "Doughnut Song" on her BOYS FOR PELE album.
"Sometimes you're nothing but meat!" is written by Tori Amos in her song, "Blood Roses" on her BOYS FOR PELE album.