My soul's torn open
My tears on the page
My lips are swollen
My heart's enraged
And in this moment I should tell you
I should scream and raise some hell
But I just bite my lip and pray to God
You'll never know my smile's a thin facade
'Cause I couldn't break your spirit
Or rain on your parade
So I'll smile with you
And forever lay
In this shallow grave
And forever feel the side-effects
Of the mess you've made
3000 out from paradise
I feel your heartbeat fade
Your soul is light
Your tears don't show
Your lips speak goodbye
Your heart's aglow
And in this moment I should tell you
I should scream and raise some hell
But I just bite my lip and pray to God
You'll never know my smile's a thin facade
'Cause I couldn't break your spirit
Or rain on your parade
So I'll smile with you
And forever lay
In this shallow grave
And forever feel the side-effects
Of the mess you've made
3000 out from paradise
I feel your heartbeat fade
These thoughts will never cross the surface
And when you sit alone
In a city lined with dirt
Without the life you could've known
You wouldn't say you miss me
Your pride just won't allow
For painful trivialities
And what I'm doing now
