I Wonder
Things are so much better without you
But I always wanna give you a call
But if I did
It would be so overdue
When I left I pretended I didn't care at all
And I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll hear your voice again
I wonder if I ever cross your mind
I wonder if you're sorry for what you did to me
I wonder if you're sorry for what you've done to me
For eternity
I wonder
I could probably very easily contact you
But I always hesitate to try
Would you reject and I end up dark blue
Or would our bond tie?
The strong, tight knot
Of our friendship we had
Feels like I'm shot
Anytime I think of you and me
Was it our destiny to be apart?
After all that soul and heart
We had
I'm mad
I'm sad
These tears for you
My fears of you
And seeing you again
I do
I don't
I will
I won't
I can't make up my mind
I just keep my wonder
I wonder if our future holds each other
Will it be like you said and we'll be friends forever?
I wonder if you are closer to me than I know
I wonder if you're so far away
I wonder what would've happened if you stayed
I wonder
"I'd be paralyzed if I ran into you
My tongue would seize up if we were to meet again."
The inside jokes that used ot be funny
Now make an ache and pain in a bad way
And I wonder why
Why did it have to be this way?
Couldn't we have worked it out?
We were both young and foolish
So immature
I wonder
I wonder
I
Wonder
I'm just a one armed faery now
I wonder
I wonder
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"I'd be paralyzed if I ran into you
My tongue would seize up if we were to meet again." is written by Alanis Morissette in her song, "Flinch" on her under rug swept album