Only In My Dreams
I've had this dream for many years
But each time I have it I think it's real
I'm happy in this dream
You're there
I'm there
And we're friends again
A new beginning
And it's hard
The reminise and update is fun
The pain and heartbreak of waking up and realizing it was a dream is unbarable
Sometimes you look different
Sometimes you're the same
You're always there
When I don't think of you during the day
You come to me in my dreams
And I think of you there
When I do think of you during the day
The gold dust comes sparkling back
But it quickly turns dark blue
And then I see you
Again
We're friends
Again
Only in my dreams
I'm always thinking of you
And where you are now
No other friend's come tclose to you
My blankette friend
You are unique
And irreplacable
I still have Charlie
And one time when I held him
I heard you breathe
I miss you so much
It hurts
It hurts and bleeds
Eternally
We didn't...
We could've...
I should've...
You shouldn't've
I need you
Only in my dreams
