Weary

[aVriL1036]

Weary is the word I use to describe me tonight.
The stars offer a deep sadness and the wind offers no solace.
Yes, I am tired to the bone and, at minute moments, to the heart, to the core.
I resort to temporal joys and I listen to music but the songs elude me.
There's something not quite not right with the way my mind is working or my soul is longing.
There's something off-key with the way I'm singing, the way I'm thinking.
My thoughts are like ebbing waves.
I become dumb.
Numb?
I try to grasp the feeling of being real, here, now, sane, loved...
But I don't know.
Something inside me lets me go.
There's something wrong with the way I'm floating.
I'm floating.
I'm choking.
I'm drowning.
I'm losing it.

Avril is hugging her pillows. 8O

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[sweetdang]

Very good : )

AVRIL! *Hugs & kisses you in that friendly way females do, cause hell, im not gay* : )

[aVriL1036]

Cristiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnaaaaaaa!

Thanks.