Maybe if I hold my breath
I'll just pass out
And forget why I'm so
Fed up with it all
I won't remember or think
Upon what's going on
Or be focusing on constantly
Holding back the tears
Which want to flow like
The rough current from
Wild rivers
Maybe if I close my eyes
As tight as I can get them
I won't see what gets
Me so angry and frustrated
I won't believe it
Because I won't see it
I can't stand to watch
As my life spirals like a
Spring that consistanly bounces
Up and down with a
Seemingly neverending motion
Maybe if I plug my ears
I'll be deaf as the disabled
Never hearing what gets
My sadness on the move
When the words won't be heard
Even though said
And the worries I feel now
Will be vanished and untraceable
Like the rays of the sun
When the clouds cast
They're filter on them
Maybe if...