THE best convo...

[fallenangel1302]

:lol: i'm so very sorry to put this here, but you guys are the only ones i know of to share it with. i cant put it on my xanga cuz too many of my friends read it. i sent out this email to everyone and omg this is just too sweet!  8O
if u guys have any similar sweet convos to share, thatd be cool!
he says: hey
StarryEyeDevil: hey!
he says: replyed to your email
he says: yea
he says: i know that on some of that stuff, i cant help you, but on others, im always here to help you
he says: i may be a bit helpless... lol, but id try my best for you
StarryEyeDevil: omg ur so sweet
StarryEyeDevil: and believe me, u already help me, a lot
he says: well, if theres anything else i could do, like if you ever get cold and need my hoodie (cuz i dont get cold, you can use it) or if you need a hug somedays or wanna talk or anything
StarryEyeDevil: thank you so much
he says: honestly, theres no need to thank me
StarryEyeDevil: ur such a good friend to me-i just hope i can do the same for u
he says: you do
he says: all i ever need is a smile in the hall to keep me happy, i think really simple mindedly
he says: lol
StarryEyeDevil: lol, cool
he says:

[fallenangel1302]

and here's the original email, it would be cool if we all did it too, if u guys have time...:
hey guys! bold the stuff u have in common w/ me and send it back! lol cmon, it isnt that bad... anything already bold is whats true for me.... change anything u dont bold telling why.send it around to ur friends to see what u have in common!

01. I have made bad decisions.
02.When people call me "unique" i think it's a lie. There has got to be someone somewhere who has the same ideas that i do. We are all the same.
03. I pay attention to the little and big things
04. I want to be good at something.
05. I just want to be happy
06. Sometimes I wonder if anyone understands
07. I wish i wasn't so shy  
08. I don't like drugs
09. I don't like alcohol
10. Music, in general, is one of my favorite things of all time
11. I want to live comfortably.
12. Sometimes I wish I could stay in one moment forever
13. I wish i was good enough
14. I wish someone looked up to me
15. I wish I had more to give.
16. I would like to be someone else, just to see how other people think
17. I'm curious but afraid of what other people think of me.
18. I have a lot to learn.
19. I sometimes think that no one really cares whether im here or not
20. Sometimes i wish i was still a little kid, when all that mattered was cartoons and coloring books.
21. I hate awkward silences
22. I can never sleep at night. I usually stare up at the ceiling for a while and then curl up underneath the covers, checking the time to see how many hours have passed since.
23. I have the weirdest sleeping patterns in the world.. It can't be healthy.
24. I wish i didn't let people walk all over me.
25. Waterproof mascara is my best friend. I am extrememly emotional. I cry at even the littlest things or sometimes nothing at all.
26. I have issues.
27. I may look smart on the outside, but on the inside I'm as stupid as a doorknob.
28. I tend to keep thoughts and feelings inside.
29. I have a shoe fetish, but i hate feet
30. I love someone who can keep a conversation with me
31. I have a low tolerance for pain.....
32. I'm afraid to be in love. It may feel great when you're in love, but what happens when it's over, and you feel so empty and hurt?
33. I procrastinate. a lot.
34. I can miss someone who's only a few feet away
35. I have mixed feelings about my body
36. I trust and then get let down
37. I hate when people intentionally hurt another person
38. One of the worst feelings to me is being lonely.
39. Im afraid to speak my mind
40. I have no idea what I'll be doing twenty years from now.
41. I tend to have a hard time of letting go of things.
42. I really take to heart other peoples opinions of me.
43. I wish i had someone to hold me, dance with me, sing to me, and make me feel like a princess
44. I love when I make people smile.
45. I'm too lazy
46. I tend to see the best in everyone else but myself
47. I might change me, but then i wouldnt be me...and i kinda like me..therefore its a never ending circle of doubt
48. I don't work too well with compliments, so I deny.  
49. I think scars are so interesting, because every scar has a story behind it
50. I believe in life after death
51. I enjoy differences
52.Sometimes i wish i was popular and had a clique of super close friends who all say the word "like" one time too many and who all wear matching outfits.
53. I believe sometimes you can say alot without ever saying a word
54. I believe its that kind of talking that says the most
55. I eat when I'm bored, bad habit.
56. Im afraid of being alone, isolation, and i am kinda claustrophobic.
57. I dont like to be judged
58. I believe in Karma
59. I like silence sometimes
60. I wish i was more of a risktaker.
61.I absolutely love to read
62. I hate myself sometimes
63. I think its worth trying to change the world, no matter how little impact I make
64. Im not sure whether or not im ready to die, sometimes i want it to go either way
65. I am just me
66. I wish i could find peace
67. I have dreams where it feels like someone is stepping on my neck
68. I want to know love instead of lust
69. I can be a jerk sometimes  and not know until it's too late.
70. I hate confrontation
71. I'm not married.
72. I bite my lip when im really pissed off
73. I find away of bringing myself down out of every accomplishment.
74. Im too hopeful
75. I love all things lovey dovey
76. I fear the future
77. I want someone whose gentlemanish.
78. I often doubt myself.
79. I dream about being famous, even tho i have no "fame-ish" talents

80. but i want to be remembered
81. I love people who accept me for me.
82. I wish i still believed in Santa Clause
83.My hands get cold easily.
84. Sometimes i feel like there is no purpose in life. Life is a sick game, and we are only here to entertain some supernatural force.
85. I wish they had more good shoes my size.
86. My family makes me wish i was dead at times
87. I wish i could take a time machine back to the 1920's, 1960's, or 1980's
88. There are times when I feel the need to be hugged.
89. I wish i wasnt as insecure
90. I wish certain people would feel the same way about me as i do them
91. I'm scared of letting down those I love.
92. I wish Michael Jackson never existed.
93. I can't dance, but i do it anyways
94. I love the smell of vanilla.
95. I am always worried about getting fat
96. I don't have faith in myself  
97. I have impure thoughts.
98. I believe that people in my life have taught and made me appreciate more than studies could
99. I wish I was smart and be someone my parents can be proud of.
100. I love it when people tell me they love me.

again im sorry, hope im not wasting ur time!

[Chloe]

01. I have made bad decisions.
02.When people call me "unique" i think it's a lie. There has got to be someone somewhere who has the same ideas that i do. We are all the same.
03. I pay attention to the little and big things
04. I want to be good at something.
05. I just want to be happy
06. Sometimes I wonder if anyone understands
07. I wish i wasn't so shy
08. I don't like drugs
09. I don't like alcohol
10. Music, in general, is one of my favorite things of all time
11. I want to live comfortably.
12. Sometimes I wish I could stay in one moment forever
13. I wish i was good enough
14. I wish someone looked up to me
15. I wish I had more to give.
16. I would like to be someone else, just to see how other people think
17. I'm curious but afraid of what other people think of me.
18. I have a lot to learn.
19. I sometimes think that no one really cares whether im here or not
20. Sometimes i wish i was still a little kid, when all that mattered was cartoons and coloring books.
21. I hate awkward silences
22. I can never sleep at night. I usually stare up at the ceiling for a while and then curl up underneath the covers, checking the time to see how many hours have passed since.
23. I have the weirdest sleeping patterns in the world.. It can't be healthy.
24. I wish i didn't let people walk all over me.
25. Waterproof mascara is my best friend. I am extrememly emotional. I cry at even the littlest things or sometimes nothing at all.
26. I have issues.
27. I may look smart on the outside, but on the inside I'm as stupid as a doorknob.
28. I tend to keep thoughts and feelings inside.
29. I have a shoe fetish, but i hate feet
30. I love someone who can keep a conversation with me
31. I have a low tolerance for pain.....
32. I'm afraid to be in love. It may feel great when you're in love, but what happens when it's over, and you feel so empty and hurt?
33. I procrastinate. a lot.
34. I can miss someone who's only a few feet away
35. I have mixed feelings about my body
36. I trust and then get let down
37. I hate when people intentionally hurt another person
38. One of the worst feelings to me is being lonely.
39. Im afraid to speak my mind
40. I have no idea what I'll be doing twenty years from now.
41. I tend to have a hard time of letting go of things.
42. I really take to heart other peoples opinions of me.
43. I wish i had someone to hold me, dance with me, sing to me, and make me feel like a princess
44. I love when I make people smile.
45. I'm too lazy
46. I tend to see the best in everyone else but myself
47. I might change me, but then i wouldnt be me...and i kinda like me..therefore its a never ending circle of doubt
48. I don't work too well with compliments, so I deny.
49. I think scars are so interesting, because every scar has a story behind it
50. I believe in life after death
51. I enjoy differences
52.Sometimes i wish i was popular and had a clique of super close friends who all say the word "like" one time too many and who all wear matching outfits.
53. I believe sometimes you can say alot without ever saying a word
54. I believe its that kind of talking that says the most
55. I eat when I'm bored, bad habit.
56. Im afraid of being alone, isolation, and i am kinda claustrophobic.
57. I dont like to be judged
58. I believe in Karma
59. I like silence sometimes
60. I wish i was more of a risktaker.
61.I absolutely love to read
62. I hate myself sometimes
63. I think its worth trying to change the world, no matter how little impact I make
64. Im not sure whether or not im ready to die, sometimes i want it to go either way
65. I am just me
66. I wish i could find peace
67. I have dreams where it feels like someone is stepping on my neck
68. I want to know love instead of lust
69. I can be a jerk sometimes and not know until it's too late.
70. I hate confrontation
71. I'm not married.
72. I bite my lip when im really pissed off
73. I find away of bringing myself down out of every accomplishment.
i'm too hopeful
75. I love all things lovey dovey
76. I fear the future
I want someone whose gentlemanish.
78. I often doubt myself.
79. I dream about being famous, even tho i have no "fame-ish" talents

80. but i want to be remembered
I love people who accept me for me.
82. I wish i still believed in Santa Clause
83.My hands get cold easily.
84. Sometimes i feel like there is no purpose in life. Life is a sick game, and we are only here to entertain some supernatural force.
I wish they had more good shoes my size.
My family makes me wish i was dead at times
I wish i could take a time machine back to the 1920's, 1960's, or 1980's
There are times when I feel the need to be hugged.
I wish i wasnt as insecure
I wish certain people would feel the same way about me as i do them
I'm scared of letting down those I love.
92. I wish Michael Jackson never existed.
I can't dance, but i do it anyways
94. I love the smell of vanilla.
I am always worried about getting fat
96. I don't have faith in myself
97. I have impure thoughts.
98. I believe that people in my life have taught and made me appreciate more than studies could
99. I wish I was smart and be someone my parents can be proud of.
love it when people tell me they love me.

[Manda]

01. I have made bad decisions.
02.When people call me "unique" i think it's a lie. There has got to be someone somewhere who has the same ideas that i do. We are all the same.
03. I pay attention to the little and big things
04. I want to be good at something.
05. I just want to be happy
06. Sometimes I wonder if anyone understands
07. I wish i wasn't so shy
08. I don't like drugs
09. I don't like alcohol
10. Music, in general, is one of my favorite things of all time
11. I want to live comfortably.
12. Sometimes I wish I could stay in one moment forever
13. I wish i was good enough
14. I wish someone looked up to me
15. I wish I had more to give.
16. I would like to be someone else, just to see how other people think
17. I'm curious but afraid of what other people think of me.
18. I have a lot to learn.
19. I sometimes think that no one really cares whether im here or not
20. Sometimes i wish i was still a little kid, when all that mattered was cartoons and coloring books.
21. I hate awkward silences
22. I can never sleep at night. I usually stare up at the ceiling for a while and then curl up underneath the covers, checking the time to see how many hours have passed since.
23. I have the weirdest sleeping patterns in the world.. It can't be healthy.
24. I wish i didn't let people walk all over me.
25. Waterproof mascara is my best friend. I am extrememly emotional. I cry at even the littlest things or sometimes nothing at all.
26. I have issues.
27. I may look smart on the outside, but on the inside I'm as stupid as a doorknob.
28. I tend to keep thoughts and feelings inside.
29. I have a shoe fetish, but i hate feet
30. I love someone who can keep a conversation with me
31. I have a low tolerance for pain.....
32. I'm afraid to be in love. It may feel great when you're in love, but what happens when it's over, and you feel so empty and hurt?
33. I procrastinate. a lot. (not too much)
34. I can miss someone who's only a few feet away
35. I have mixed feelings about my body
36. I trust and then get let down
37. I hate when people intentionally hurt another person
38. One of the worst feelings to me is being lonely.
39. Im afraid to speak my mind
40. I have no idea what I'll be doing twenty years from now.
41. I tend to have a hard time of letting go of things.
42. I really take to heart other peoples opinions of me.
43. I wish i had someone to hold me, dance with me, sing to me, and make me feel like a princess
44. I love when I make people smile.  
45. I'm too lazy
46. I tend to see the best in everyone else but myself
47. I might change me, but then i wouldnt be me...and i kinda like me..therefore its a never ending circle of doubt
48. I don't work too well with compliments, so I deny.
49. I think scars are so interesting, because every scar has a story behind it
50. I believe in life after death
51. I enjoy differences
52.Sometimes i wish i was popular and had a clique of super close friends who all say the word "like" one time too many and who all wear matching outfits.
53. I believe sometimes you can say alot without ever saying a word
54. I believe its that kind of talking that says the most
55. I eat when I'm bored, bad habit.
56. Im afraid of being alone, isolation, and i am kinda claustrophobic.
57. I dont like to be judged
58. I believe in Karma
59. I like silence sometimes
60. I wish i was more of a risktaker.
61.I absolutely love to read
62. I hate myself sometimes
63. I think its worth trying to change the world, no matter how little impact I make
64. Im not sure whether or not im ready to die, sometimes i want it to go either way
65. I am just me
66. I wish i could find peace
67. I have dreams where it feels like someone is stepping on my neck
68. I want to know love instead of lust
69. I can be a jerk sometimes and not know until it's too late.
70. I hate confrontation
71. I'm not married.
72. I bite my lip when im really pissed off
73. I find away of bringing myself down out of every accomplishment.
74. Im too hopeful
75. I love all things lovey dovey
76. I fear the future
77. I want someone whose gentlemanish.
78. I often doubt myself.
79. I dream about being famous, even tho i have no "fame-ish" talents
80. but i want to be remembered
81. I love people who accept me for me.
82. I wish i still believed in Santa Clause
83.My hands get cold easily.
84. Sometimes i feel like there is no purpose in life. Life is a sick game, and we are only here to entertain some supernatural force.
85. I wish they had more good shoes my size.
86. My family makes me wish i was dead at times
87. I wish i could take a time machine back to the 1920's, 1960's, or 1980's
88. There are times when I feel the need to be hugged.
89. I wish i wasnt as insecure
90. I wish certain people would feel the same way about me as i do them
91. I'm scared of letting down those I love.
92. I wish Michael Jackson never existed.
93. I can't dance, but i do it anyways heehee :wink:
94. I love the smell of vanilla. (yuck)
95. I am always worried about getting fat
96. I don't have faith in myself
97. I have impure thoughts.
98. I believe that people in my life have taught and made me appreciate more than studies could
99. I wish I was smart and be someone my parents can be proud of.
100. I love it when people tell me they love me.
<3

~manda~ :wink: