I'm Confused
The first time we talked I had no idea what affect you'd have on my life
The first time you smiled
I melted and fell in love
I don't know if you felt the same
But I know you felt something between us
Because you took your move
And I didn't know what to do
Because we're too different
But does that matter?
We could help each other
I could open your eyes
We could be together forever
But something's always holding me back
You wanted to start and as much as I tried I couldn't do it
I'm in love
And I don't know how or why
You aren't right for me
I'm confused
We had special places
That I can't bring back
I want to return I miss you so much
Your with her and I'm alone
So of course my jealousy takes control
But why am I jealous about what I turned down
Sometimes I'm so dumb
And scared to try
It's taken me a long time to come to terms with my heart's desire to shout out,
I love him!
I love you!, my sugar!
"Just bring me sugar!"
I wish I could just kiss you and get it over with
I'm confused