So Now What?
Sitting here in my sexy top - low cut
I wait for the phone to ring again
Everything's set but I'm in a rut
Scratching my skin to the pain
Online - getting counseling from my best friend
She's heard this all before
The second time - the second weekend
I'm sure I've become a bore
Call me a whore
What do I care?
I'm down in the trash again
Waiting for a man
How pathetic is that?!
Parents are out and I'm at home!?
Are you kidding?!
I'm fucking 18 years old
I shouldn't be here
I need to be clear
This is not my life
No one is picking up the phone
I wasted my Friday
On someone unattainable
Task uncompleted
Deleted
So now what?
