How Much I'm Worth
You ask me out
But it's not a date
Very confused at this rate
Just sex
I thought I could handle this
So why does my stomach turn at this kiss?
Because I don't know what consists of it
Lust or love?
Both are fine
But just the body and not the soul
Could you make me feel anymore cold?
I can't say it's not my fault
I have a voice - I have a mouth
But you look at me with those eyes
I could talk about them for hours at a time
And my honey pours into our space
I look away
Not your face
Sometimes it surprises me how you look
Because I never really saw
The look I never took
If I did hold the stare I would melt into a puddle
And strange how the best part was the cuddle
The akward silence is my fear
Am I thus proving the casualty?
I feel a tear
When you asked
I could've been honest
I didn't want to scare
I had my big chance
Right then and there
But it's not what you wanted
So I guess it doesn't matter
After all
You never wanted to fall
So I know I'm not your Earth
I just wanna know how much I'm worth
