It's not that she wont let me go, more of the fact that I don't really have the means to go. And she's scared for me. She trusts me and all that but I think it's more of an issue of "small town girl in a big city" type thing for her. I think it would be easier for me if we had friends or family who lived in that area but we don't. I know I can take care of myself, that's not the issue, but as long as she pays the college bills and all the other stuff, i really don't have much of a choice but to do what she says. It's difficult to understand if you're not int the situation. Anyway, this is the live shows thread so let's just stick to that.