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i think i'm pulling a mariah carey, lol
« on: May 28, 2003, 05:10:52 pm »
how sad is that? ive been thinking about it and actually tho it's kinda sad... it's kinda funny.

i'm going through alot and school is SO hard right now! i have millions of things due, finals start on friday. i have alot of family drama, boy drama and friend drama... i havent been sleeping or eating enough and i guess it all piled up and i passed out, had a seizure and had to be taken to the hospital on monday, and now i continously have a headache and i cant walk without feeling dizzy... so like Mariah i think i'm having a break down! i never thought it would happen to me! but it is... please wish me luck!! i dont know how i'll make it through finals without another hospitilization.

ahhh... SCHOOL SUX!!!

i dont know why i posted this... my friend just compared me to Mariah today and i thought that was funny. whatever, i've lost it, i admit it, i'll shut up now... lol
"i'm willing to do anything
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i've never been the praying kind
but lately i've been down upon my knees
not looking for a miracle
just a reason to believe"

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« Reply #1 on: May 28, 2003, 06:49:17 pm »
alright... this really sux, i guess i cant talk about stuff here anymore
"i'm willing to do anything
to calm the storm in my heart
i've never been the praying kind
but lately i've been down upon my knees
not looking for a miracle
just a reason to believe"

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« Reply #2 on: May 28, 2003, 07:04:59 pm »
awwww ((((Holly))))) (an internet hug). Get well soon. It's so sad. You are such a sweet person don't let yourself fall to peices. I'm sure you'll get everything all straightened out with school. You and your family are in my prayers.


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« Reply #3 on: May 28, 2003, 07:05:09 pm »
oops double post! Get well soon!
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« Reply #4 on: May 28, 2003, 07:13:38 pm »
Shelly!! thankyou!! it means alot!!
"i'm willing to do anything
to calm the storm in my heart
i've never been the praying kind
but lately i've been down upon my knees
not looking for a miracle
just a reason to believe"

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« Reply #5 on: May 28, 2003, 07:27:37 pm »
I don't know you but it sounds like you are going through a very rough time!!!! I hope school is over quickly and all your friend and boy drama fixes itself! It sux's I know but it'll get better!!!!! Take care of yourself and try not to get sick anymore! That is scary!

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« Reply #6 on: May 28, 2003, 07:51:01 pm »
thank you Jamie!
yeah... it is really scary
"i'm willing to do anything
to calm the storm in my heart
i've never been the praying kind
but lately i've been down upon my knees
not looking for a miracle
just a reason to believe"

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« Reply #7 on: May 28, 2003, 08:32:58 pm »
Holly!!  I'm so sorry to hear the news.... I hope you get well soon, and make it through alright.

By the way... I did make a shoutout for you over at the other place... not sure if you saw it yet  :wink:

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« Reply #8 on: May 28, 2003, 09:25:20 pm »
thanx Daniel, yeah, i saw  :)
atleast i think i saw what you're talking about
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i've never been the praying kind
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not looking for a miracle
just a reason to believe"

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« Reply #9 on: May 28, 2003, 09:28:46 pm »
You're welcome Holly!!!  <3

Yeah... that was the post I was referring to (the one I linked in the Holly and Kylee thread)   :)

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« Reply #10 on: May 28, 2003, 10:30:54 pm »
*hugs*
You can do it, gurlie.

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« Reply #11 on: May 28, 2003, 10:31:56 pm »
I hope you get to feeling better. I understand stress build up but just try to remember that you can only do 1 thing at a time. You will be ok it's just one of those times of the year when everything seems to be piling up on ya.  Anyway, I know this may sound stupid but I'm only trying to help because I'm a stressmaster and a worrier. I feel for ya....
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« Reply #12 on: May 29, 2003, 01:47:49 am »
Awwwww Holly, I'm sorry.
You're gonna get through this my friend!  :)
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« Reply #13 on: May 29, 2003, 07:37:22 am »
thankyou nikkee, alecs and ghisy!!

ahhh... this is a crazy time, and it shows cause everyone is telling me how bad i look and stuff...
i just cant wait till school is over!! then that'll get rid of a third of the stress!! today is my last day of classes then i have finals on friday, monday, tuesday and wednesday.
this is how stressed i am... my mom never gives me slack for school! but she knew i had an essay due today and she told me she'll write me a note but just to rest last night and not to work on it till the weekend and i can turn it in next week.
my brothers almost killed himself 3 times in the last 2 weeks... it's really scary.
"i'm willing to do anything
to calm the storm in my heart
i've never been the praying kind
but lately i've been down upon my knees
not looking for a miracle
just a reason to believe"

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« Reply #14 on: May 29, 2003, 07:38:52 am »
Oh my, by the title you would have though this was something funny...

I hope you are ok Holly, dont worry much!
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