for me it is somewhat sad...
i never wanted to kiss my boyfriend but he kinda like made me in a way
:? :? :cry: :cry:
he like set the date...his sisters b-day party(she was my BFF last year before me and her brother broke up..)
and he like had it all planned out...but i didnt wanna kiss him!
but i was afraid that he'd get mad at me and wanna dump me..and it was my first boyfriend...so i didnt want that to happen...
so eventually, as i was leaving...he kissed me...but i turned away so he got half of my mouth..weird i know!
:? :?
and our relationship lasted almost 10 months.... but i ended it cause things were moving too fast....and he was pressuring me to do things i wasn't comfortable with...
so i dumped him!!! YAY ME!
GIRL POWER! LOL!!!
but now i feel really guilty cause i never told my mother....
But im still young..and i have time for another '1st kiss' with the right guy and one i actually am willing to kiss
LOL
sad right?? :S:S
:P
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