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Missing Out (poem)
« on: June 09, 2004, 06:05:35 pm »
Missing Out

I missed the dances
I missed my chances
I'm single
One friend there
On friend here
The circle hates me
Especially the center
I can't get through
I'm not shy
But yet, I'm always left out
I had many tries
But I wasted my time
I could've done things differently
Made myself prouder
Lived for the moment
I'm too scared
I don't know why
So tell me
Am I missing out?
I just missed my shot
I really think I'm missing out

I can't imagine myself doing such things
Only in fantasies
Popularity...
What does that mean?
I don't do what I'm assumed
My heart screams
JUST SAY IT!
JUST DO IT!
But my damn nerves say no
I'm an OCD freak
Worrier
Somewhat dependent
Overprotected
Secretly insecure
My confidence fronts

I don't stand up to the bitches
They might grow longer nails
Their lipstick only consists of a knife
The burning inside
That's just life
For a raisin girl
I need my comfort
I need to feed
I'll get more self-concious with every bite
It's my choice
My thoughts - they crazily gather
It's crowded in my head
So tell me
Am I missing out?
I truly think I'm missing out

Will the lights ever glow?
Will the music ever flow?
Will I see the look on my face?
Can I achieve
This fantastic dream?
I think I'm really missing out
"If only I could get into that corner of your head."