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Missing Out (poem)
« on: June 09, 2004, 06:05:35 pm »
Missing Out

I missed the dances
I missed my chances
I'm single
One friend there
On friend here
The circle hates me
Especially the center
I can't get through
I'm not shy
But yet, I'm always left out
I had many tries
But I wasted my time
I could've done things differently
Made myself prouder
Lived for the moment
I'm too scared
I don't know why
So tell me
Am I missing out?
I just missed my shot
I really think I'm missing out

I can't imagine myself doing such things
Only in fantasies
What does that mean?
I don't do what I'm assumed
My heart screams
But my damn nerves say no
I'm an OCD freak
Somewhat dependent
Secretly insecure
My confidence fronts

I don't stand up to the bitches
They might grow longer nails
Their lipstick only consists of a knife
The burning inside
That's just life
For a raisin girl
I need my comfort
I need to feed
I'll get more self-concious with every bite
It's my choice
My thoughts - they crazily gather
It's crowded in my head
So tell me
Am I missing out?
I truly think I'm missing out

Will the lights ever glow?
Will the music ever flow?
Will I see the look on my face?
Can I achieve
This fantastic dream?
I think I'm really missing out
"If only I could get into that corner of your head."