I had EXTREAME depression after i saw John. I mean i will never have depression like that again with anyone else. I mean i couldn't sleep, or function after that. It was just wow, my whole 3 years of waiting and it was over in an hour, that's really hard to grasp :cry:
With vanessa i was just really sad it was over but even sadder cause i had a change to met her but didn't take it. THAT caused my depression :roll:
