I was baptized and raised a Catholic. Do I believe what the bible says? No. I was told by my family when I questioned my faith and some of the things I had been told/read (hell, sins) that I would be disowned if I decided to pursue a different religion. I still say I'm Catholic, but I believe what I believe. I don't believe in Hell, I believe we will all be forgiven and loved when it is time to go home to heaven. We all have a purpose and God made everyone different, but loves us all the same, even if we may not at times. Maybe you should look into other religions, or go off of what YOU believe.