Okay guys, I'm really nervous about this show... I've been reading about past shows this tour and of course people have an amazing time, I mean it's Vanessa. But I've also seen that she makes these little comments here and there that can come off bitter? And any time she posts a video to one of her pages about the upcoming dates she seems absolutely exhausted and miserable.. Is she just tired from motherhood or is she just not looking forward to touring anymore? I'm really excited for this show, but also really nervous because this will be my first time, and maybe only time, meeting my idol who I've looked up to for 10+ years, I don't want to get my dreams shattered.. Am I just overanalyzing things?