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I'm soooo sad!! :"(
« on: October 24, 2003, 06:35:17 pm »
Why you ask? Because

1. I'm really pissed at my ex boyfriend. He talks shit about me behind my back all the time, hes a jackass, and he was cheating on me.
2. I just found out today that my grandpa is dieing. I don't know how long this has all been going on, but today when I was reading my email my friend said "Sorry about your grandpa being sick". I asked my mom about that and it turns out that my mom told my friends mom (her best friend) that my gramps is dieing. My mom told me that his heart is beating 30 times in a minute which everyone knows is really, really slow, and I feel like I am about to rip someones head off (preferably my ex boyfriends).
3. I miss my dad a lot, a lot, a lot!! I want to go to his house soooo bad to see him, my sis, my step mom, and my two best friends in the whole wide world, and all my other great friends there.
4. I hate school
5. I want to die, and yes I mean that!
6. I haven't been happy, I mean truly, honestly, really happy for a long time, and that was at my dad's house.
8. My parents divorce has been having really big effects on me lately. They divorced when I was 4, and now its really getting to me and tearing me apart inside.
7. My big toe really hurts! :"(

Life sucks!!!

High point of the week: I got a new boyfriend.

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« Reply #1 on: October 24, 2003, 08:46:07 pm »
awww... i'm sorry. i dont know you too well, but i really hope you get better soon!
#5 really scares me.... trust me, you dont want too! ive been there, and i know how you feel. and it's hard. my friend, my grandma and my brother were all at near death at the same time last year (my bro survived tho), school was hard and i was invisible to my family. i was soooo depressed, it was like my mind was playing tricks on me. i look back on that... i'm i'm SO glad i didnt go through with what i was thinking. depression can mess up the way you think and it will get better... dont worry! i was thinking as bad as you were and i'm totally better today. if you need to talk you can pm or im me. i'm sorry about your parents divorce, your grandpa and you're boyfriend (if he's being an ass and not supporting you in a time like this, do you really need him?)
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« Reply #2 on: October 25, 2003, 06:47:25 am »
Thanks Holly.

I dumped that boyfriend. I have a new bf now.

Thanks for your help *hugs*

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« Reply #3 on: October 25, 2003, 09:20:37 am »
:cry: life sucks don't it?

I feel like a shadow
Walking behind who you think I am
Just like my shadow

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« Reply #4 on: October 25, 2003, 09:24:33 am »
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:cry: life sucks don't it?



totaly does big time :cry:

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« Reply #5 on: October 30, 2003, 05:05:33 am »
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:cry: life sucks don't it?



totaly does big time :cry:


Yes it does! :"(

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« Reply #6 on: October 30, 2003, 02:33:55 pm »
Alex "likes" mini-Loser.

I hate people. I really do.

I hope you feel better, Andrea. But, don't say life sucks. Life is made up simply of people who suck. Life itself, does not. ;)

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« Reply #7 on: October 31, 2003, 04:51:32 am »
Okay, thanks Cece.

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« Reply #8 on: October 31, 2003, 10:26:08 am »
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But, don't say life sucks. Life is made up simply of people who suck. Life itself, does not. ;)

never thought of it exactly like that!
*kills everyone she doesn't like*
ahhhh thats better

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« Reply #9 on: October 31, 2003, 09:12:19 pm »
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Quote from: "PIBby"
But, don't say life sucks. Life is made up simply of people who suck. Life itself, does not. ;)

never thought of it exactly like that!
*kills everyone she doesn't like*
ahhhh thats better


I don't think thats what she meant.....but whatever floats your boat I guess =)

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« Reply #10 on: November 01, 2003, 02:47:53 am »
Any excuse to kill people  :lol:

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« Reply #11 on: November 01, 2003, 10:17:42 am »
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Any excuse to kill people  :lol:


*cautiously walks away* Get away from me you freak! :O

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