Why you ask? Because
1. I'm really pissed at my ex boyfriend. He talks shit about me behind my back all the time, hes a jackass, and he was cheating on me.
2. I just found out today that my grandpa is dieing. I don't know how long this has all been going on, but today when I was reading my email my friend said "Sorry about your grandpa being sick". I asked my mom about that and it turns out that my mom told my friends mom (her best friend) that my gramps is dieing. My mom told me that his heart is beating 30 times in a minute which everyone knows is really, really slow, and I feel like I am about to rip someones head off (preferably my ex boyfriends).
3. I miss my dad a lot, a lot, a lot!! I want to go to his house soooo bad to see him, my sis, my step mom, and my two best friends in the whole wide world, and all my other great friends there.
4. I hate school
5. I want to die, and yes I mean that!
6. I haven't been happy, I mean truly, honestly, really happy for a long time, and that was at my dad's house.
8. My parents divorce has been having really big effects on me lately. They divorced when I was 4, and now its really getting to me and tearing me apart inside.
7. My big toe really hurts! :"(
Life sucks!!!
High point of the week: I got a new boyfriend.