Holiday, and I've come home
Hope to see this boy I know
I can't wait for us to be alone
Flippin' through the radio
We sing along to the indie show
The songs they play mean more than I can say
And the tape I made you
Hope you think of me when it plays through
Feel kind of sad now that it's done
(Her last album had many Stephan songs, maybe that's the tape??)
You think my time's for free
In all the ways you say to me
"Sweet versions of lets wait and see"
(Stephan isn't exactly a commitment minded man and he has said that in the past)
But you're always a golden boy
And I'm the girl that you enjoy
My parents say "Isn't he a gifted son?"
(Stephan is very gifted)
Time is always passing by
And still I have to wonder why
You can't come and tell me I'm the one
(If this is a recent song and she has only been with him during this time... sounds like it’s about Stephan to me)
Summer goes and we have grown
We have our friends, live on our own
Still, I'm not the girl you want me to be
(They live together etc... but from the sound of his last Cd he possibly still has a thing for Charlize and Vanessa knows this)
See gravity can bend the time
Funny I always liked your mind
But this whole thing is crushing me
(She loves his creative mind but now it's backfiring on her because he can't commit)
Well you're always a golden boy
In this girl's heart that you destroyed
You smile at me and then you have your fun
(Everyone is always saying he's a cheater and maybe he deigns it and his smile makes her believe him, or maybe he comes clean and he smiles at her and she forgives him...)
Time is always passing by
Still I give you another try
And hope that you will see
That I'm the one
(She's happy waiting for him to grow up and commit and realise that they are soul mates etc: even though she's not getting any younger and even though he is hurting her)
You say you're scared
To get too close
Come let's see how it goes
I see him now, at the show
7th in the 7th row
And now you look at me
And see what I've known for so long
It's sad that you can be
So lovely, yet so wrong
(Then one day he finally realises that he is 40 and still afraid of commitment... and see's himself though Vanessa's eyes)
Came to say, that I've moved
I see your face, you don't approve
Guess you could say that I'm already gone
(Just because they are still together now doesn't mean they haven't broken up in the past, and at the time Vanessa wrote about it; and now after realising what a great song it is- deciding to play it for us)
Well you'll always be a golden boy
I'm the summer girl that you enjoy
Some melodys are best left un--
(See- its present tense again... ‘I'm the summer girl that you enjoy’... so he's still enjoying her and they are still together)
I feel the time pass away
But in my songs you'll aways stay
Don't need for you to tell me I'm the one
Oh, no, no, don't need for you to tell me
I'm the one
You'll never know that I was
The one
(And although she feels like sometimes she is wasting her time with him as he refuses to commit, she knows that they are meant to be, so she is prepared to stick around because she doesn't need for him to tell her anymore cause she knows and it’s all she needs)
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So any thoughts?
You don't have to agree because I have a feeling most of you won't but that's cool. Just thought I would throw my ten cents in :-)
