*Promises this is the last poem.*
Shiny halo's and look whats happening.
It's alright don't do it everytime.
It's not for me to say
That you've done wrong
Hurt me in anyway
Failing never sounded so good
To fail for you
To let you touch my sweet underlying
Mesmorize my dreams
Dear sweet insanity.
NEW^^
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whispers of goodbye
simple old hands to hold me when I was little
Never forgetting the way you smelled
Never forgetting that day I colored your hair
Dancing in the rain
you spanking me for getting my socks dirty
Go to school!
I can't
I'm afraid to look away, I'm afraid at any moment
All I might have are memories.
Don't you know I never mean't to be the child no one needed
I never have been a child
Just Cordilia
So many things I want to say
Knowing they could be the last from me
So many notesI wrote to say I would be home late
So many times I screamed at you for making my stay
Playing cards and laughing before we went to bed
Telling you about the first kiss
Telling you about the man I want to marry
Wearing your old jewerly
All my memories are beautiful
I know you're strong, and you might be ready to see papa
Just know I can only love you for the mother you were to me
I can only love you for the grandma you will always be
I can only love you and name my children after you
I can only remember when you taught me to cook
And all those memories
They are all it took to get me to say goodbye
You can leave,
And I'm ready to grow.
::I hope this is where and what I can put here. I don't want katia to beat me. So, this is to my me-ma.:: Thanks.
*will move/delete if in the wrong place* I did read!!
