I have a theory, and perhaps it's a little out there, I don't mean to offend Vanessa if I am totally off with my idea, so if this is untrue I apologize. [It just seems...]
"Honorable goal? To fall through the looking glass. Every.Singa.Day. Even 4 just a moment. (Mnwhile counting the days til nxt fresh
peyote" - Vanessa posted on twitter.
I've researched Peyote, not my drug of choice, but anyways. It can cause side effects of Nausea, also vision, so on so forth. The lyrics "My stomach aches, try and concentrate" reminds me of that. Vanessa has mentioned that she song is about, [forgive me if I'm saying this wrong], an illness, or of a hard time in her life? It just seems like the two are connected. If anyone else has opinons, feel free to speak up.