yes, i'll admit, i've been out of the loop for some months now. i had been an active member of the vc.com forums, but i kind of fazed out of that when things got dramatic over there. anyway, i've tried a few times to get some Vinfo, and so i've known that the vc.com site is down? why?
anyway, today i decided to once and for all figure out what ever happened to vanessa. nessaholics, ahoy! imagine my surprise when i discovered that we have an album release date, a single release date, and can, in fact, listen to this new single?!
so i heard "nolita fairytale." oh. my. god. i've been stomping around my house in HORROR. i'm sorry. in my opinion, it's a trainwreck. i feel like i'm "not speaking" with my former IDOL. the poppy tone, the not-even-trying-to-be-deep lyrics, the computerized voice - i was shocked. shocked and hugely disappointed. in my eyes, she became the world's biggest hypocrite right there: the song is all about "so what i got dropped from interscope i'm cool with it" (but honestly, it outright SAYS that...what happened to the unicorns and vampires?!)...and yet the style suggests that she is outright selling out.
what happened to the raw beauty of harmonium?! if i weren't in love with the song "heroes and thieves," i would have lost interest in this new album entirely.
i don't want to say that vanessa has lost me as a fan. but, clearly, i will not deny that i am currently lost for words, and not in a good way.
i am not some random spammer, i know how annoying those people are. i know i don't have too many nessaholic posts to my name, but a few of you will remember me from the old boards (hey, guys, sorry to meet again under these circumstances). i swear, i am a vanessa FAN. but i do not condone the idea that being a fan means accepting everything the artist does - i believe that we have every right to give our honest opinions of v's work, most of which i am in love with.
that was a long rant. sorry, guys. i hate to be a downer. but please, i cannot possibly be the only person that feels this way. i know it's sort of old news, so i'm also sorry if this is redundant to the boards.
--rachel