I got the impression that it was a very dark and emotional song for her, I think she said scary, she talked a little about it, in a vague way, about it being about a depressing and negative experience which is 'ironic' bc it is called Paradise
and for C'est La Vie she said she hates when people just 'put a lid' on things and say 'that's just the way it is', it limits your options, you need to make decisions that can change your situation, your future, your past, your present........
she is too cool