Well keep practicing. Try two balls with one hand. You just build on what you can do. Like try passing it under your leg while juggling three balls. then try to go from two balls in one hand to three in two. I always start people out with one ball in one hand, as silly as that seems. I need some torches to actaully juggle them. I need to buy some. And of course kerosene.
Torches are not really that hard, once you understand how to do the clubs. You just have to rotate them. With torches if you feel something soft while juggling(compared to the hard end you should be catching, you drop it. It is only kerosene or the like, it won't burn you if you drop it once you feel the soft end where it is burning(if you do a death clutch on them for five minutes you might.) The thing about tourches is you don't want to drop them on concrete or asphalt because it tends to bend them over time and disrupt their balance, which is not that big of a deal. Just they are not as nice and you will have to buy new ones eventually. Balanced ones are not so cheap the last time I looked.
PS. Don't worry about dropping things. Just pick them back up and try again. Just like riding a bicycle for the first time. It should still be something fun. Unicycles are a pain still for me btw.
tylor