Vanessa is my idol. i loved her music because it had a variety, some was sweet, some was dark, some made you think, and some was rocky. i liked her because she wasn't a rap star, wasn't punk, wasn't heavy metal, the things i don't like. she was unique. and i liked that. kind of looked up to her you know? she inspired me to play piano and write songs. even start singing.
she said her next album would be Beatles-y, and dark. so i'm thinking "ok, this will be different, but still sounds good"
and i read this article this morning, and i almost started crying, i swear. my idol, believes in witchcraft and crap like that? is writting music about suicide and paranoia? i couldn't believe it. this wasn't the vanessa i looked up to. whatever happened to the record being Beatles-y? aren't the Beatles kind of happy, pop kind of thing?? the Beatles aren't goth!!!
i joined these forums, bought her album, became a fan because vanessa wasn't those things in the music buisness that i hated. but now she's really freaking me out and i don't know if i'll be a Vanessa fan when this next album comes out.
i mean, first Arnold wins the election, Vanessa is gothic and believes in Wicca. what's the world coming to?? lol
i don't know if this article means what i think it means, but i don't think it's looking good for vanessa music industry wise. i really can't believe she's saying this stuff. and i know people like the gothic, dark stuff, but i don't, and it really depresses me that my idol has turned into that. her music anyways, i don't know if she's really gothic or not. but yeah, it hasn't been a happy day for me is all i can say. lol. very upsetting to me.
*sigh*
but who knows, maybe things won't be as bad as they seem (to me anyways). guess i'll just have to wait for the album to find out.
Amanda
p.s. this is just my view on the whole thing. don't give me crap because you think differently about this.